Meaningless ~ Ryden

0.6

I sat in my bed twiddling my fingers.

Dallon's cheating on Brendon with Breezy? Neither of them deserve that

I sighed before rolling over.

~*~

Ry: hey does Jon have Brendon's number??

Spence: probably I'll ask

Spence: *bebn, (—) 446-8089

Ry: thanks I'll text him

~*~

I chuckled at the name Jon had given Brendon.

Ryro: hey, I'm Ryan you know the kid who can't talk

Bebn: Oo yeah hey what's up?

Ryro: not much i was just wondering about you and Dallon I know I prob sound creepy

Bebn: oh no it's no problem

Bebn: and we've been dating for about two weeks now:)

Ryro: that's cool

Bebn: yeah he's really nice and I think I might tell him I love him

~*~

My heart sank. I put down my phone turning it off completely.

He's cheating on him

I felt hot tears stream down my cheeks. I brought my hands what where half covered by my sweater up to my eyes wiping them.

I sat there crying for hours. Just hours of crying. My mom wasn't coming home until 7:50, and Spencer was out with Jon. I got up from my bed and walked to my bathroom. I opened the medicine cabinet letting my fingers skim over all the different medications. I stopped on my anxiety pills. I pulled them out taking two in the palm of my hand and swallowed them dry.

I felt dizzy and looked at the back of the pill bottle.

Take within a meal,

I hadn't eaten yet today. I ran down the stairs and pulled out some bread from the fridge. I ate two pieces quickly.

I sighed leaning against the counter. I balled my hands into fists, I sighed again punching the counter.

I walked back up the stairs closing my door softly. I turned my phone back on to see 4 texts from Brendon.

~*~

Bebn: Hey? You there Ryro?

Bebn: hello?? Um you ok?

Bebn: I'm sorry maybe you had to something

Bebn: let me know if you're ok k?

Ryro: Yeah sorry I felt dizzy so I took some medicine

Bebn: oh ok I was just wondering if you where ok

Ryro: Yeah im fine thanks tho

Bebn: Hey so you know we have a game today and there's this party afterwards again and I was wondering if you where going?

Ryro: Yeah actually Spencer and I are both coming

Bebn: Jon will be happy that Spencer's coming

Ryro: lmao he's really happy about seeing Jon

Bebn: so see you then?

Ryro: Yeah