Meaningless ~ Ryden

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I stirred in my bed not being able to sleep. I pulled out my phone texting Spencer.

Ry: im so bored and I have no one to hang out with

Spence: aw, I'm sorry

Ry: you could careless

Spence: no I care but I can come over after school

Ry: k

~*~

I put my phone down pressing play on my playlist. I closed my eyes, I squeezed them tightly. The black soon ended as I heard my door open and close.

"Hey," I felt my bed dip in as Spencer sat on my bed. He put his backpack on the floor and kept his binder in his hands, crossing things off his planner. "What's up?" Spencer asked and I shrugged as he looked at me. "How's number 27?" Spencer smirked as I rolled my eyes. He held out his hand writing something in his planner.

He's fine? I guess, also how's Jon?

"Oh he's fine. I have something to tell you!" Spencer said putting down his planner. "He, um, he asked if I was single today!" I smiled patting Spencer's shoulder. "Also you know Pete?" I nodded. "He's on the hockey team. So is Gerard, do you know Gerard?" I shook my head. "He has bright red hair?.." I made a 'o' shape with my mouth and nodded my head. I grabbed Spencer's hand.

Yeah I saw him kissing a boy with long black hair, whos he?

"His names Frank. Their dating, their really happy together." I nodded my head. "Anyways, did I wake you up?" I shook my head and grabbed his hand.

Haven't been able to sleep, somet-someone's on my mind.

"Is that so? Who?! Spill sister!" Spencer said and I rolled my eyes.

Brendon silly, but not in that way but in a: he's-really-nice-and-we-should-be-friends kinda way

"Mhm, totally not like you weren't staring at him at that party." I shook my head and Spencer pulled out his water bottle taking a sip. "I'll let you sleep." I shook my head grabbing his hand.

No, no keep talking please!!

"Mhm, ok. So Jon, he's so sweet. He said I was really cute in a oversized t-shirt. And he also-"

I dosed off during that speech but I know he rambled on about Jon for over a hour while doing his homework.

~*~

I stirred in my sleep before jolting up in my bed. Spencer looked up at me from his calculator.

"You're up." I nodded my head placing two fingers on my neck trying to slow my pulse. "What's wrong?" I shook my head getting up from my bed and walking to the bathroom. I splashed some cold water on my face cringing slightly. "Ry!" Spencer called from my bed. I walked back to my bed climbing back into my bed. "What happened?" I shook my head grabbing his hand.

It's nothing, don't worry

"Oh, ok. I'm almost done with my homework. Want anything?" I nodded pointing to my backpack. Spencer nodded, he refilled my backpack so I could eat.

Thanks

"No problem. So real quick, there's a hockey game in two days. You wanna go?" I smiled nodding my head, then I grabbed his hand.

I get this off tomorrow, so soon I can actually eat again. However I have another surgery in one week so if there's one then I can't go.

"Nice, but you think you can?" I nodded and Spencer squealed. "Oh my yay!!! Oh and Jon said one more thing. And he-" I rolled my eyes placing my hand in his.

I'm gonna go use the toilet (a/n so I say I'm gonna go use the toilet so yeah don't kill me)

I got up and walked to the bathroom. I splashed some more water on my face.

There's no way I'm telling Spencer that I had a dream about kissing Brendon...

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A/N
Ohhhhhhhh
I had a really creepy dream last night:
(Trigger warning)
This person was running around asking for ppls blood and then when he got it he would strap them to a chair, slit their wrists, and then after he got some blood he would bring the chair on top of a glass tub and break the glass dropping them in the water and watch them bleed out

LIKE WHY BRAIN WHY??
Also I had to be in a group in drama with 2 boys and it was really annoying and I did t even get to have a break from one of them bc he's in my advisory
Anyways thank you for 107 reads!!! 💕💕💕

~enjoy killjoys~