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• my happiness •

you always seemed
to make me happy.
i cherished
each moment
spent with you,
knowing
it could be
our last.

you told me
i'm pretty,
you hugged me to secure me,
and trust me,
i wasn't going anywhere.

when i cried,
you brushed my tears
and sadness away,
and you made me feel
okay.

i just wish
i could make you
feel the same.

to this day
i will never
find out why
you never told me
you were
suicidal.

i could have been
right there to hold you,
just as you held me.
i could have brushed
your agony and pain away,
just as you made me feel okay.

you seemed
so happy;
as happy as you
made me.

and i guess
it happens
to the people
who you least
expected.

it's too late now.
you're gone,
never to return.
guess you never thought
when you did it
that you
are my love.

i wish you'd known
that i was there for you.
because i was.

you won't hear this;
most likely not,
but i need to say
that you
were
my happiness.
and i hope i was yours.