chapter 14

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by NaexOubre

by NaexOubre

-Arriving at August house party-

there was odee mad people there..just everywhere dead ASS. There was loud ass music and everything and his house was just very nice. I was scanning through the crowd looking for August, he was standing by a group of girls laughing of course typical Aug!

I saw Aug look at me then start to come my way as he was walking my way, once again my feelings got the best of me he just was looking so good with his tall Carmel BEAUTIFUL ASS! and his grills,Lord his grills right now at this party he just gave me LIFE and the things i would do to him I would just.....

-I laughed a little-

"What's so funny y/n" August looked confused

"Oh nothing,my thoughts are running"

"Okay...umm why don't you come upstairs with me?"

I tapped Dior to let her know i was leaving her sight she nodded but she wasn't paying attention to me tho. As me and Aug were walking up the stairs I thought to myself "what am i doing? falling for my abuser so quickly" as I'm having these thoughts i have a flashback of how August punched the shit out of my lip and that was not a good look. I tapped August and asked why are we going up stairs why we couldn't stay downstairs and he grabbed my hand and said "trust me" OH MY GOD he makes himself sound so damn innocent. I can't help but think about how Aug was gonna beat the shit out of me when we get upstairs in one of these rooms!!

we walked in his room and he was a very neat person he had his sneakers lined up neatly, his bed was made, and there wasn't shit on the floor. that's definitely a turn on! I watched him close the door as he tells me to sit down then my stomach starts to twirl, im nervous now because I dont know what Aug has in mind to do to me. I just sat on his bed because i didn't wanna piss him off or get him mad because things can get ugly when hes mad trust me I've witnessed it. He sat down next to me looked me in my eyes which is a girls weakness and said

"umm first off i just want to say im sorry..I really am. I didn't mean to hurt you or make you cry. I realized you didn't deserve my abuse, no one deserves that! I should never put my hands on a female and I will no longer do that. I went to church with my mom the other day and that was and extreme wake up call. you're beautiful and don't let anyone tell you different. I've always liked you and um -pauses- i just wanna be friends"

I cannot fuckin believe this! This cannot be real..wait did August Alsina Jr just apologize to me?!!!!!? Wow! I'm just sooo shocked. I looked down and he lifted my head up by my chin and said "im sorry,please accept my apology" I was speechless but damn I've never gotten a apology like that before it made me feel like he meant it. I looked at him and said "it's okay I accept your apology" I know I know it's like really y/n? but I have to forgive and forget . I won't forget but ill forgive.

Aug grabbed my hand and then hugged me so i hugged back and Lord knows how good it felt to hug someone that's so damn fine!! I guess me and aug are now "friends" but i really wanna see if he really mean his apology. he let go of me and stated let's go back downstairs to the party and turn uhhhh and he smiled showing his grills, and i loved his gold grills so i smiled too. But I Promise I won't fall in love

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(@2:45 am in the morning)

It was still crowded in Aug's house and i couldn't find Dior anywhere. I tried calling her phone but it's going straight to voicemail. Im starting to get real aggravated because im tired and wanna get in my bed and sleep sleep sleep. all of a sudden I see Dior walk right pass me being MAD loud! she's drunk. I walked behind her and grabbed her arm and made her face me "Dior let's go!" she said "huh?go--go where i don't wanna-don't-wanna go home" she could barley keep her eyes open

ugh i moaned I couldn't let dior go home like this being loud and shit so that meant I would have to take her to my house.as long as her mom knows she's at my house she's okay. I Said bye to Aug and i left....