• Bts Angst •

「 taehyung － 1 」

"Because there was a dare yesterday at the party"i said "wait what party"he asked "the party yesterday....then there was a dare and it landed on me hawjin dared me to kiss jimin--"he cutted me off again "oh you kissed jimin?!congrats!your finally together so our planned worked!"

My heart.....

"Taehyung stop!im your girlfriend and your my boyfriend!"i cried "no your not were only a fake couple amd also we will never be a real couple i dont even like you"ouch

"Taehyung please you have a selective amesia"then he shrugged "not my fault..."

"Please remember taehyung im your girlfriend your my boyfriend i love you"i hold in my tears"ugh can you please stop saying that were a couple!your wih jimin and i will nevr like someone like you ok?!so please leave"without any word i left...i dont want to faint infront of him....

Then i stayed outside his room until it got dark...i dont want him to be alone and i want to check on him

I was about to leave when i bumped into a nurse"oh hi miss....i-i have something to tell you....."she was shaking i dont know why..."what is it?"i asked "yesterday morning when i was about to give him some painkillers i saw doctor choi and mr. Kim talking about a girl and i think that girl was you then i heard from mr. Kim told to doc choi to tell you that he has a selective amesia and faked that he dont know you either and that he doesnt love you"

.seriously....ouch..."thank you..."i faked smile and she nodded

So his faking?you dont know how much it hurts taehyung....you dont know how much youve put me through

Everytime you act dovy lovey it hurts....everytime you say i love you it hurts...everything yiu do funny,romantic unforgettable hurts....really hurts...you dont know how much you make me so weak and feel pain everyday...but still i chose to love and neever leave you...i know its my fault but you dont have to fake you could just be angry at me instead of doing that....

After three days
Today is christmas eve...as well as taehyung's going home thingy

Everyday imexpecting a call from him....i tried to call him or text him but no response....i guess he really wont forgive me....
Then someone called my phone and i answered it hoping it was taehyung but no its jungkook....i turned off my phone not bothering to answer it....

I just want to die.....i dont care anymore....it hurts really bad....

I was about to take some pills to wear off this pain when i saw its empty

Haysh...i wore some longsleve paring it with some jeans and wearing a thick jacket and a bonet....and a scarf to...its really freezing outisde....

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After i bought some pills i was crossing the road then someone called me "jasmine!"it sounds so familiar....its jungkooks....i turned around and its my bad day....."watch out!!!"

Black out......

Jungkook's POv
I called jasmine's phone cuz i know what happened to him and taehyung i know taehyung's plan and i fucking hate taehyung for doing and faking that he has a 'selective amesia'.....why did even jasmine chose to stay with him when i and she knows whats her condition....

Its christmas eve and tawhyung suddenly called me......"what."i asked annoyed "can you do me a favor?"he asked "no...."

"Pleasee"he asked "ok fine!what is it?!"i asked "can you tell jasmine to come over here at the park..."

"No, why?are you planning to hurt her again?"i asked angryly "hurt?her?i would never hurt her"

"You dumb ass, faking an amesia?! You dont know what pain you put her through!but still she chose you!"i shouted "i dont know what your talking about...yes i faked but im only getting revenge its not true i love her. And i didnt hurt her before i only did was giving her the love she deserves"

"You mother fucker!thats the point!shes dying ok?!she want to spend her last days with you!its good that you showed her love but thats the problem!everytime you make her feel loved,hapinnes and all it hurts her taehyung!she has a weak heart and everyday when shes with you she always feel pain and thats why she never smoked again....and still im confused....why did she chose you?you only made her condition worse by faking you have an amesia....she thought you dont love her...but she knows your faking it and shes waiting for you to tell her evrything....everyfucking day you will never see her outisde her room, you will never see her eating all she does is laying in her bed waiting for you to text or call her!so please!just understand me....shes dying....and i dont want my sister die in this day...."i didnt know that tears were flowing down to my cheeks down to my chin

Then i heard him sniff..."s-shes d-dying?"

"Yes..."then hang up....ugh....i called jasmine's phone again but no answer....then when i was about to go to her house i saw her crossing on the road and there was a truck about to hit her

"Move away!the breaks are broken!"the man shouted but jasmine didnt hear it "jasmine!"then is she turned around "watch out!!!!!"i shouted then the man honked as she looked to her right then the truck hit her....

When thr truck was gone she was lying on the ground with blood all over hear...i ran to her crying "jasmine!please wake up!jasmine!"

"Jungkook!"i saw my friends coming to me "guys call the ambulance now!"i shouted and they nodded

I looked at jasmine "i-ill be f-fine..."she weakly smile....how can she smiled in a situation like this?!"jasmine just hold on....please dont close your fucking eyes!"i shouted.....She closed her eyes and breath weakly

"NO JASMINE, dont you dare close your eyes...its going to be alright..."my lips were trembling...my cheeks are wet from crying

My voice were cracking everytime i speak

You cant die jasmine...*Sigh...you and taehyung have still so much to do in life
HOSPITAL
"Wheres jasmine..."i looked up to see taehyung while crying "still in the emergency room..."

"What hapened?"he asks... "Look...she got hit by a truck...i saw her holding a pack of pills for her condition...i thought she went to the drug store and i was right...then when she was crossing the road a man suddenly shouted at me he was driving a truck and he said the break is broken...i shouted for her name and when she turned around she got hit by the truck....i shouldnt have called her....if i didnt she would be safe right now...."there goes my voice again

"Its nobody's fault...its mine"

"No its not your fault either...your right its nobody's fault....no one saw this all coming...."

"Im sorry for everything....for hurting her...."he hang his head low as i saw his tears falling on the ground...

"Family of Jeon Jasmine?"
To be continued...

Uh guys so just to make things clear..i know some of you have noticed that ived copied some scene from the book titled Smoker and i apologize if i didnt put credits before cuz when i made this chapter i was around 10 or 11 years old and im still a newb before and i always forget to put credits to the owner but i will say now that all of the chapters in this book are not fully mine because only few or some of them are inspired or some shit like that and yeah most of them are requested.Thank you💖

Ily💛