Speechless [RusAme Oneshots]

How They Feel?

We always wondered what does it felt to be an entity
An entity of immortality and wisdom
But Also a chamber of great pain and sorrow

An answer will be an option
But to actually feel it
Is a better option

Surely it will be impossible for us humans
But we sometimes forget
That answers can be found between us

They live among our cities
Travel with us
Enjoys our laughter and happiness
But also thought about it

"I'm happy all my effort finally paid of"

Was what one of them ever said to me

"It was worth it all along"

And another one

A lot more have I heard from all of them
And even one who had thought to be gone

"Just want them not to repeat my mistake"

It said to me in a happy, yet depressing tone
Truly they felt more than just lost and found
Something more, much more grief than us

When we actually ask what more can be felt
Than maybe the answers are in them

Who felt betrayal
Lost
Grief and cries
Sorrows and laughs
Even sometimes
Death and life over and over again

The pain they felt is for us
Our future
Even if some failed
They kept trying to make our life better

And even until now
Why don't we say thank you
But where they are
And who they are

Is your own quest

To find

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Placing the old withered pen beside the paper.

She walks over to a chair, grabbing a warm sheet of small blanket and wrapping it around her small fragile figure, mostly covering her upper body.

Her eyes darted to the outside world. Where white specks fall from the sky, joining it's friend who had taken residence on the ground. She never ask why it falls, because she knows, it was of her it falls. The cold did not bother her, yet she kept the blanket just to feel how its like to be those who now took residence in her land.

She wanted to feel normal, yet a dream will always be a dream. There are one thing who resembled her, not just appearance, but also in the inside. She felt bad for them, because they still can die and left. But, she has to wait until the end of time finally arrives. Often felt guilty of why her soul children as what she calls them, not related by blood, just by souls, had to exist.

They have to feel the same pain as hers, living with it and gone with it. She felt guilty of those pain inside them and wanted nothing but for her soul children to just live normally without those pain. Yet it's impossible, what has done cannot be reversed. Knowing that truth she can only stare at her own sky, the grey that has been covering her.

For she is

The Mother of Earth

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Status : practicing the YoloYolo dance :v
Ok this was a collab with one of m friend @TRaGAtE who had been on hiatus 

FOR A DAMN LONG TIME GURLLL GET BACK HERE
Nah joke, she is focusing on life :/ but surely I await your return

It's about mother earth and I love her. A fun loving woman, who looked 18 but is actually the same age since earth was first existed as a pile of mini rock. She smiles all the time yet she has a lot of sorrow and illness because of us (u know what I'm talking about)

Yet she kept on smilling

ADIOSSSS~~~~