(a/n: listen to the piano version of sea to feel all the feels. I listened to that on repeat while writing it)
I sighed heavily as I opened another can of beer and started drinking. I had already chugged down 3 beers, and I was now on my 4th. I put down the can when I heard the doorbell. I looked at the clock. 6:30pm. "Argh, who could be here now." I said frustrated. I quickly wiped away my dried up tears and made myself look slightly more presentable by fixing up my hair slightly and made my way to the door.
"Taehyung." I said as I opened the door. Taehyung was standing there in the cold rain with two pizza boxes in his hands.
"Hey Ella, mind if I eat with you? Jungkook moved out of the apartment today to go live with Jimin. I can't believe they're actually getting married in a week, I never even knew Jungkook was gay. Anyway, I was lonely by myself, so I figured you'd be lonely too since Namjoon hyung is still away." He explained as he let himself in and made his way to the living room.
"Namjoon..." I muttered quietly to myself. I felt tears forming in my eyes again. I quickly wiped them away and followed Taehyung to the living room.
"Ella..." Taehyung said softly as he saw my empty cans of beer scattered across the table. "Why were you drinking? You never drink." Taehyung asked softly, now looking at me.
"I-I..." I paused, debating in my head on whether to tell him the truth or not. "I just miss Namjoon." I lied. Taehyung nodded, although he didn't look convinced. Then he smiled his boxy smile.
"Well I guess I could use a drink too then. I miss Jungkookie." Taehyung sighed as he sat down and grabbed a can of beer. I stared at him for a while, trying to figure out his plan before sitting down with him and grabbing a slice of pizza. "He's Taehyung," I thought to myself, "There's no way he has a plan."
We ate pizza and drank for about an hour and I had had 5 more cans of beer and Taehyung was still only on his second. I was getting drunk now and I started talking about Namjoon.
"Taehyung... You know Namjoon's my boyfriend." I said with a drunk giggle. "And you know, I love Namjoon sooooooo much! And he said he loves me so much too. I don't wanna live a life without Namjoon by my side Tae... I wanna be with him forever!!" I giggled.
"I think you will be together forever Ella." he said quietly.
"AH HAH! See that's where you're wrong TaeTae. Namjoon has been cheating on my this whole time. A new girl every 2 weeks." I half yelled while laughing like I told the funniest joke in the world. "We'd been together for 2 years... and he finds a new girl to date every 2 weeks..." I told Taehyung, almost crying now. I gulped down the rest of my beer, threw the empty can on the ground and began reaching for a new can. Before I could grab it Taehyung swiftly grabbed it and kept it with himself. "Hey!" I shouted, "Give it back! I was gonna drink that!" I yelled at Taehyung trying to grab the can off him, but ended up almost falling off the couch instead.
"Ella, no. You're drunk. Namjoon hyung would kill me if I let you keep drinking like this."
I scoffed at his words, with tears now streaming down my face. "Do you think Namjoon actually cares about me?! If anything, he would probably be proud that I moved on, so he wouldn't be burdened by me!" I sobbed angrily. In my drunk state I walked as fast as I could upstairs to my computer hoping Taehyung would follow, which he did. Me being in my drunk state however, I crashed into everything on the way up. Taehyung tried to support me, but everytime I felt his hands on me, I shoved them off and said I was fine.
Luckily I hadn't turned off my computer and Namjoons emails were still open. "Look Taehyung, look!" I yelled pointing at the computer screen. Taehyung directed me to my bed and made me sit down before he began reading.
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BTS One-shots
FanfictionJust some BTS One Shots. I write mainly angst, a bit of fluff but I'm new to this. Enjoy!! Feel free to message me with requests!
