LOST IN A LOSER

Confuse : Do I like Him?

"Copper, take care of Oh. And from now on, you should treat him better or I will cut all of your money and no car. Remember that!" his father threatened him. He  frowned. He rolled his eyes and didn't say anything else. I took it as his answer. Yes.

----- End of Flash Back -----

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Today I didn't have any nice treatments from Copper. I didn't see him around. Not I waited him to be appear in front of me. Not I wanted him to gave me drink as usual. Not I wanted to see him, even for a glimpse of him. No. No. Believe me, I am not.

But my eyes wondered and keep looking around. I hated myself became addicted to his presence. Is he drug or something? Why I felt something missing when he wasn't around? Maybe because I'm already use of him being there around me. Maybe because I'm already use to his nice treat towards me. In nth times I kept look around, wondered where he might be.

"If you keep doing that, you will break your neck!" Sun said to me.

"I'm doing what?" He sighed. Tsk.

"He is with Peach, taking care of something that head master told them. So, stop looking around. You are disturbing me!"

"Oooo...." I said. I didn't know but I was sound sad. I stared at my foods. Gloomy.

"What happens to him?" Inn came and sat beside Sun.

"I think he is broken heart because his favorite spends time with someone else" Sun joked about me. I gave him death glare. I wanted to kill him.

"Who?"

"No one!" I said, "Just eat before class start!" Sun laughed at me. Inn look confused. Shit. This friend of mine, why I be friend with him? I need to change my best friend. Anyone?

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I went to school office to give our class assignment to the teacher. On my way, I heard some students gossiping.

"Do you think Copper and Peach back together again?"

"I think so. I saw them talking and laugh together near school office"

I hated them. They talked about people behind their back. Plus, they talked about Copper and Peach. I felt sad. I felt weird in my heart. My heart felt sting. I felt like I had hard time to breath. I inhaled and exhaled. Tried to calm down.

After I felt I was calm down, I went to school office. I saw Copper and Peach talked to each other. They laughed. I felt like thousand knifes stabbed me. I felt like my heart torn apart into pieces. Why I felt like this? What happened to me? Why I felt so sad when I saw him with her?

Peach saw me. She waved her hand. Copper looked at me. I gave them fake smile.

"Oh, where are you going?" Peach asked me. I showed her the books in my hand. Before she said something else, I walked in to the school office.

"Oh!" she called me. It made me stopped. I turned to face her. "Wanna go home together?" I nodded then left them to go to my teacher. I should be there right now or she would kill me with her nagging.

When I back, Peach nowhere to be found. Only Copper who busy with his phone. I wanted to ask him where Peach about but I restained myself. Better to find her by myself. I ignored him. I passed him. I felt someone held my hand. I turned back to face that person.

"Where are you going?" he asked me.

"To find Peach and go home"

"She left already. Come with me!" He didn't wait me to answer him. He grabbed me to follow him. I tried to let go of my hand but his grip is too strong.

"Go in the car!" he told me, "I will take you home"

"I can go home by myself!"

"Stubborn as always" he said and chuckled. He spinned me and pushed me to go in his car. He came in. He started the car and drove. I stolen glance at him while he drove. I stared at him long enough. It made him realise what I did.

"Is there something in my face?" I looked away. I faced the window beside me. I looked out in the window. I didn't answer him. Too much things in my mind.

I didn't know what happen to me. Why one person could make me felt like this? I hated when he treated me better everyday. I hated myself who already used to his presence in my life. I hated myself who missed him when he not around. I hated to feel like this.

I looked at him again. Just a peak.

Do I like him? Do I really like him? Do I like this person in front of me? Do I like Copper?

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This chapter was so hard to write
I wanted to make this chapter like 'this' but ended up like 'that'
I know this chapter a lil bit boring
I'm sorry
I will try my best in the next chapter