Arranged love

You hate me ?

Adriana pov

I went out with my sister and Albina and Alex some guy came up to me and kept on bothering me he was hot but not as hot as Alex I told him to fuck off but he wouldn't leave me alone then the bastard kisses me  then Alex came over and told the guy to back off we got back to the house and Alex pulled me into our room what do you want I say , why the fuck were you flirting with that guy , why do you care I'm just some toy to you anyway you don't love me , Alex looks at me for a second I see hurt in his eyes but it quickly turns to anger he looks at me and says you know what your right there will never be any love in this relationship if you can even call it that and forget about what I said last I don't care about you he says words coated with venom I get the urge to cry but stop myself He leaves the room slamming the door behind him I go inside the bathroom and pull out a razor blade from the cabinet I play with it in my hands and then make two cut on my wrist I didn't notice it before but I was crying now tears slowly dropped from my face to the sink mixing with the blood slowly dropping from my wrist , why I thought why does this happened to me I can never get a man to love me couldn't get jack to love me couldn't get Alex to love me but then again how can you force someone to love someone as ugly as me I lift up my shirt only to see I had gained a bit of weight since I hadn't worked out in a while I made two cut on my stomach I look down at my thighs they've always bin ugly  to me l've always had big thighs I've always bun complemented by other girls about how sexy it was but I didn't see it I made a cut on each thigh I cleaned myself up and went back outside into the room I went to a room that Alex had showed one night that I staid
Here and what I saw I sure as hell wasn't prepared for I walked in on Alex kissing some girl I coughed to let them know I was here Alex looked at me in shock , it's- , not what it looks like ? Is that what you were gonna say Alex I look at the girl he's with she looks a little bit like me I look back at Alex , why is your shirt of ? I was hot cause I had been drinking so I took it off , sure I say the words coming out exactly how I wanted them to sound , well I'll leave you two to whatever you were doing I walk out of the room and go back to me and Alex's room I sit on the bed and cry

Alex pov
I had an argument with Adriana I honestly couldn't believe the words that had came out of my mouth I can't believe I told her those things I didn't mean any of it I go to the kitchen and grab a bottle of whiskey and I go to some room that I remembered showing Adriana I sat down and started drinking , at this point I was drunk I saw someone come into the room Adriana ? I ask ya it's me Alex, I stand up and look at the girl immediately realizing it's not Adriana , she walks up to me grabs me and starts kissing me that's when Adriana walks in I saw the heartbreak/anger in her eyes the same look she gave me when I told her that I didn't care about her , she leaves but not before telling me and katana to continue with whatever we were doing , I scream at Katana telling her to fuck off and get out . I walk into the bathroom and turn on the lights I look at myself in the mirror trying to decider weather I see a grown man or a little boy who couldn't do anything right I punch the mirror breaking it in to pieces I look at the mirror again I can still see myself I was a disappointment to everyone who laid eyes on me a слабовольный человек my father would call me I'd done something that I was trying to avoid ever since I met her , I had hurt мое все I walked back out to the room I looked around I picked up my phone a guy from my fight club had texted me

Phone conversation Alex = al , guy he's texting = a

A = hey Alex there's a guy at the club who said he can fight you
Al = really , when 😂
A = he said next week
Al = do you think he would be able to fight me
A = have you met yourself he'll be knocked out before he can even throw a punch
Al = shit , well okay then I guess I'll fight the guy
A = okay bye Alex
Al = by Alik

End of conversation

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Two chapters in one day I'm great aren't I - no not really I haven't published anything in like a week or two sorry love you guys byeeeee 😘