Toxic Chaos

My Franje

I'm not going to second guess myself or doubt my worth
I'm not going to question whether what we had was real or not
I'm not going to elaborate or try proving anything to anyone

I know that the problem wasn't me
I know that the problem isn't what you're telling people
I know that the problem isn't what you're convincing yourself with

I know that what we had was real
I know that you and I were happy
I know that you loved  me and I know that you know I loved you

I know that you love me and I know that you know I love you

So what's with the lying and the denying?
We were always honest with each other

Why start lying to each other now?

No one is really going to understand,  they're only going to believe whatever you tell them

Unless we were telling them about us before, then they'll have their own doubts

No one will understand, but you and I

So I'd like to keep it that way
I'd like to keep that good memory with me
That good memory, that everything was real and we both knew that
And it wasn't based on a drunk I love you

So please stop feeding people lies to justify yourself
And leave that good memory with you too
Let us both move on, since that's what you wanted

Just know I don't hate you and I won't

I'm going to try moving on with only the good memories we shared together.. (there really isn't anything bad)

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Usually after a breakup, whenever I used to read a sad quote, whether it's true or not I used to relate to it, but now I can't even.
I'm only relating to the happy pictures and quotes xx