Jimin FF//Falling For You//

pt14

I just do't get it, why does he have to do this to me...

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after crying for a bit I felt better.

"I hate him!" I said to Lisa 

"oh and I might have to go on a trip with him ,how nice" I said sarcastically.

"oh yeah, I forgot that he was on the dance team" Lisa said

"yeah but whatever I might not go anyway." I said

after school I went home

"mom?" I yelled when I went in the house

"yes honey?" she yelled from the kitchen 

She then came out from the kitchen 

"well I have something to ask you let go into the living room" I said walking to the living room.

after we sat down I asked 

"um so I want to ask.. so the dance team is going to Japan for the practice and the competition and so I want to ask if I can go" I said 

"well I don't know honey, I usually don't let you go anywhere far away alone" she said thinking 

'but mom I'm not going alone, Lisa and Jennie are going and plus there are teacher there to" I said to her

" ok fine but you have to make sure that you are safe. I don't want to you to comeback with a missing leg or arm." she said

"ok I won't I promise":] after the conversation I went up stairs and  packed my cloths.

the day of the trip 

I woke up and did all my morning things and went to school.

on my way to school I was thinking

I can't wait until the competition and to see him dance.

wait why am I thinking about him when he was so mean to me.

these days he keeps popping up in my mind randomly

my eyes widened at the thought... am I falling for him.

no,no,no,no I can't he's so mean to me, it wouldn't make any sense if I fell for him. Y/n your just going crazy.  Lets just keep this to yourself.

when I arrived I saw a bus with a bunch of kids in front of it. 

I walked over and looked for my friends. As I was looking I saw him and made eye contact. 

Why do I feel so nervous? t-this isn't right

I quickly looked away and saw Lisa coming towards me.

"hi y/n" she said when she reached me.

"h-hi" I said shit why are you stuttering 

"omg are you ok? Why are you so red, are you sick"  Lisa said putting her hand on my forehead.

"o-oh its nothing I'm just a little bit hot right now" I said hoping she would believe it.

"ok anyway aren't  you exited? We are going to Japan for two weeks! I've always wanted to go there!" Lisa said squealing 

"ok ok calm down. I know that you are excited but can you just bring it down.: Jennie said

"what do you mean you are way quiet.Oh and speaking of quiet, you Y/n, you've been a lot quieter lately. Are you still upset over me not believing you? I said I'm really sorry-" Lisa said to me.