I was back in that dark place I remember from so long ago.
I think I know who had saved me, my mate was actually looking for me.
I guess that realization is what brought me back here, where I was after he rejected me.
I still haven't fully come out of that depression, and then add some depression from that beatings and cruel words.
I really do hope he wants me, I just don't know how I can deal with life if he rejects me a second time because of my status.
I finally jolt awake, to find myself in the same room I was in last time I woke up from that place, I was at my mate's pack.
I wonder what happened to my old Alpha.
I also noticed that this time, I was in the room alone.
I took this opportunity to take in the room's decor.
This guy likes blue, that is basically the summary of the room.
There is a window on the wall closest to me and it has it's BLUE curtains closed.
The only light comes from a small desk lamp with a BLUE lampshade.
The bedspread and sheets are a rich, royal BLUE and look nice with the oak bed frame.
The walls are a powder BLUE and have several landscape paintings of the ocean hanging in various areas.
The floor is such a dark navy BLUE that the carpet looks almost black.
I decide to leave the room through the BLUE door after taking in my mundane surroundings.
When I step out into the hallway I see a door open.
I go through to find the bathroom, and thank God I found it 'cause I had to pee!
After that moment I went all the way down the familiar hall to find the Alpha's office that I stood at many years ago.
I hear talking and some other things that I honestly can't describe, so I quietly inch open the door as to not disturb them if there is a meeting.
Inside I find a gorgeous blonde sitting on the desk making out with my mate!
I gasped and he looked up, looking surprised and regretful.
He must either regret that he brought me here or that he had forgotten to lock the door, maybe both.
I ran away from that office crying, running all the way to the bathroom I found earlier.
I locked the door and slid down it sobbing for my messed up life.
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