I Blame You

It's All My Fault

I am depressed. I don't talk anymore. I sit in the dark, alone with only myself and my thoughts, my eating has stopped and now I'm slowly dying.

My world is dark but then again it's lighter than it was when you were in it. Im being swallowed alive but you're not here so I don't understand why. I was happy before. I was enjoying life again. Up until I realized I had to go to your funeral which was last week.

You were here laying in the crate looking innocent if only everyone knew who you truly were. They wouldn't be happy now would they? I didn't even cry there which was weird I guess since everyone else was but I didn't care. My final demon was being destroyed. My last demon was now gone forever

God, I pushed you away and I'm glad because looking at you there laying dead I saw that could have been me. I still regret it but that won't bring you back, will it? That's why I'm just going to living life and forgetting about you.

Pushing you away didn't fix anything it just broke you instead of me.

It's all my fault. Everything is. I knew it from the start, now I just wait. I wait for a miracle because baby soon enough I'll be up there. I'll be able to see you. I'll be with you if that your desire. I would do anything for you even when you are dead. No one can stop me. I need to fix it and I know how to. You want me? You got me no matter what. I'm coming even if I don't want to

It was my fault. Everything took over. I couldn't help it, you know how I get, don't you? So you pushed all my wrong buttons. Now look at us we'll be the new, tragic Romeo and Juliet.

We were a perfect couple before you messed with me and made me mess with you it's my fault so I will do everything in my power to make us work again because in the end I really miss you.