Fucked Over

14. The party & after party

Tiffany's P.O.V

I'd like to think I'm not the biggest fuck up, that I don't mess everything up. I know that is false. I have come to the conclusion my depression is back. It has happened before. I'll be at my highest then all of a sudden one thing happens and I'm down.

I don't know how it's humanly possible to fuck up so much. Does god have it out for me? No, it can't be. I don't even believe in a god.

"tiffany" I looked up from the journal and shut it quickly.

"What's up?" I asked the boy standing in front of me.

His worried eyes looked me up and down, "you might want to get ready" he said quietly

"Asshole" I mumbled stumbling up

"Trust me" carter whispered

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It was hot today, I didn't know if we'd be indoors or not but I decided to just make precautions. I had on my high waisted black shorts with a gold belt. My white long sleeve crop top that had a gold crown and black vans. I curled my hair. I looked at my tummy. It had shrunken down again. The fact I hadn't been eating much helped that.

"Ready?" Chinned Shawn, I'd recognize that voice anywhere. It was angelic.

I opened the door and he smiled, he wrapped his hands around me embracing a hug. I needed this. I needed hugs. I made sure my wrists were covered and followed Shawn to the living room.

Everything had been so decorated.... A party?

Cameron's P.O.V

The party was going great, JC and Kian had showed up too. Connor and Ricky were on their way. The other two were out and about so I had no clue if they'd come. We got acouple other people to show up to. Sure it wasn't a huge party but a small one was enough.

"Why hey there" I smiled walking up to tiffany

"Hello" she giggled taking a drink out of her cup

"I saw you from across the room and just knew I had to say something. Come here often?" I teased

"Kinda live here" she shrugged her shoulders

"Wow me two!" I laughed

She lightly pushed me then leaned into my side.

"Thank you" she whispered

"Anything for you"

"You have so many options why me?" She suddenly questioned

"I have no options. My only option is you, well at least in my eyes. I choose you, I keep choosing you, I'll choose you tomorrow and the day after. I'll keep on choosing you until the day I have no choice" I told her then kisses her forehead

She turned around and cuffed my cheek, "I love you" she kissed me gently.

Tiffany's p.O.V

Cameron had my heart, it's hard to say a guy like him didn't. Soon I heard a knock at the door and my thoughts were distracted. I literally took two steps and answered it

"Hell-" my mouth dropped

Him.

"What are you doing here?" I questioned

"We need to talk" he said impatiently

"TURN OFF THE MUSIC" I yelled

Cameron came behind me and saw, he then yelled it louder.

The music turned off and everything went quiet. Soon 9 guys were standing behind me.

"Talk"