Claire pov
I knew it was a spell. I knew he was a wizard, capable of many things, but never capable to love someone. It was always want with him. He always told me that he wanted to. he wanted to like me. he wanted to love me. At some point I had to face reality that he would never.
But then again if I knew this, at this point, while I was sitting in the single room, we wouldn't be here now would we?
The thing is, I completely thought that he loved me. I obviously knew at that point that he wanted me. otherwise why would I be here? I knew it and overtime I idiotically believed it. that was my first mistake.
my second is where the story starts. my second mistake was never leaving. no, I'm sorry, that wasn't it. my mistake was staying. in every possible form, I stayed.
until she came. she made me see myself, in a different life, making the same mistakes that I already did. I saw the poison, and I saw the toxin take action. and I saw the pain. thats where it began. I started the reaction. mixing poison with fire never ends well does it? too bad I didn't know that
