My Real Self | H Jae Yeol x OC

Until 4:58 AM

.:: 3rd person POV ::.

But now.. Ji is getting colder..
You can feel that you're hugging her for the last time.

"T-take..care..... P-plea..se..."
She take a breath for a while. Her breath is getting heavier.

"What..i-is it..? Please..what..?"
You stuttered, focusing to her eyes which is getting darker. You feel your eyes hurt alot because you try to keep the tears eventho it's already burst out.

"S..sor..ry.. P-please.. M-mar..ry.. U........"

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-Hmmmfhh-

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"J-Ji..?"
You stuttered, slowly releasing Ji. But still grabbing her both arms.

What you can see is..

Ji..,

With her eyes closed. Like sleeping peacefully. Sleeping that don't have a breath. Silent.. You only can hear your heavy breath because seeing Ji like this.

You slowly bending your body down to sit on the floor and grabbing Ji's back and the back of her legs.

Until you reach the floor, you lay Ji's head on your laps.

The room is dark but it's not very dark because with the bright moonlight support you can see the light focusing on Ji's pale face.

.:: Your POV ::.

What is this...
I said I'm not ready yet.. to lose someone...

-Sobs! Sobs!-

I sobs.

Every tear drops that reached on Ji's face, I wipe it out.
"S-sorry.. Ji.. Your face.. it's getting wet.... *sobs* because... o-of.. my.. t-tears... *sobs*"
I said while wiping the tear drops.

I bend my body down, hugging Ji from her right side. Now my face is at the back of her neck.

"J-Ji..!!!!"
My tears burst out more and more.
I squeezed her tighter.

Then suddenly my eyes hurt so much. I see it's already 4:58 AM. From midnight until now I'm staying here, crying. Hugging. Talking with no one but only with Ji's body without her inside it.

Then I lift her up like a 'bridal-style' then put on to her bed softly,calmly and carefully.

I go out from her roomwith this despressed face.

"Ki? What are you doing in the middle of--"
My brother spoke up and his sentence cutted off when I turned around.

"W-Why are you crying?!!"
He suddenly ran towards me and grabbed my both shoulders.

"Hmmh.."
I'm speechless.
Only tears coming out more.

I suddenly hug him. Tighter and tighter.

"A-ack-!! You squeezed m-me..!"
He struggled.

Then he pat me,
"What happened..?"
He said.

"J-Ji's not..w-with us.. from n-now on.."
I said while my face is still burried in my brother's chest. Suddenly I felt his chest is vibrating.

"P-puaHAHA....!! H-hey..! It's b-bad prank..! Nor b-bad joke..!!"
He sarcastically laugh.

"I-I don't h-have time.. for j-joking... Dae Yu S-Suk.."
I stuttered while releasing myself.

"I'M S-SERIOUS.!!!!!! DAE YU SUK!!"
I shouted at him.

.:: Yu Suk's POV ::.

"I'M S-SERIOUS..!!!!!! DAE YU SUK..!!!"
She shouted at me. Until I flinched.

My eyes widened. It couldn't be true..
I was hoping it's lie.. It's prank..

But.. the reason I'm awake is because I also feel like something bad is happening.. My chest felt hurt asfck lately..

B-But.. Ji... my third m-mother.. no..way..

I really hope you guys don't starting to hate me :^) I'm writing this while listening to sad music and I want to cry TwT but yeah hope you like this chapter..! Sorry for the late update 7-7