After therapy, I just went back home. Ma picked me up. Usually Father does, but he seems more busy, lately.
After we got home, I followed my usual routine and went to my room, collapsing on my bed with my phone. I pulled up my Wattpad, scrolling to see what romance stories were up. Nothing much, so I exited out of the app and opened up my Pandora. I started playing more music.
I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary.
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic.
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me.
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
'Cause I can't escape the gravity.
I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry.
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go I'll be set free.
Holding on
I stopped the music. "Why is everything so heavy?" I whispered.
I looked at my phone hovering over the play button. Why is this so true?
After who-knows-how-long, my phone rang. I shook my head, and wiped my eyes, forgetting--at least temporarily--my previous thoughts.
"Hello?" I answered, not knowing at all that this simple phone call, would be so painful, and, scary.
A/N Here is a fun video :) http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_JRL9nFm1DE
A/N I do not own the song above, but I own the songs if I don't say this, so the previous song used I own
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Red Roses 》Valdangelo 》Book 1 (COMPLETED)
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