Dear Mochi | Jikook [Short Story]

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Dear Mochi,

Today I resisted the pills they force down my throat, only to drive myself crazy from the thoughts that swarmed my mind. I couldn't stop hurting.

Yoongi had to run over, to bring me back to my senses and force me to swallow the drugs. I felt blissful.

I can't live like this though.

The drugs are making me forget you.

Please.

Don't make me forget.

I'm sorry I hurt you with all these illnesses. I'm sorry you had to see me go crazy. I tried so hard to hide my inner demons from you.

It wasn't my fault, I swear... Yet now I'm the one paying for the damage I caused.

They're taking over.

I can feel it.

I don't want to forget your perfect chubby cheeks, the insecurities I loved to blend into nothing because you were everything I wanted.

I never got a chance...

And that's my fault.

~Jungkook~