the popular kid ; jack johnson

Jogging to eat more

@Bethanyyy: Can't believe back with my baby @jackjackjohnson Love you xx

This was not happening.

I closed my laptop and shoved my face with ice cream. Screw my figure I don't care anymore.

I found myself crying into my ice cream because of Jack and the movie because it ended happily.

I don't think I'm going to ever get a happy ending.

Fairy tales don't exist.

It wonders me. How or why the fuck would Jack choose Bethany?

Out of all the people. Her.

Did I cause this? Him actually dating her because of me.

I don't care who he dates like I said but not her. I know I'm promising myself to hate him but he deserves better.

She will probably break his heart... Like.. I .. Did.

I'm such an idiot and I'm too late.

I need to stop worrying about him. I'm not gonna care right?

Forgetting right?

I didn't think it would be this hard.

Just then I was so grateful.

My savior walked in my room. Elias.

A frown plastered his face when he saw me crying.

"What's wrong beautiful?" He asked wiping my tears and sitting next to me on the floor.

"Just this movie gets me worked up on how great it is." I laughed at the lie and nuzzled my head into Eli's shoulder when I hugged him.

"Jay don't lie." He said gently rubbing my back.

His words were like an angel speaking but I could tell he was trying to sound strong.

It hurts him to see me like this and I feel bad.

I broke the hug.

"Eli," I sniffled, "it's wrong for me to wonder this when I'm dating you don't get mad but why'd he choose her?"

His face loosened listening to me on not to get angry.

God I love him.

"Why'd who choose who?"

"Jack. He's dating Bethany." I looked at the floor, "I remember at the party saying I'd feel bad if he dated her and I do. I feel like I forced him into going with her because I wouldn't forgive him."

"This isn't your fault. You did what you thought was right Jay and he did what he thought is right. Jay if you wanted to forgive him you would of. Now you're crying because you didn't and you shouldn't be. You make your own decisions and you chose this one so don't cry about it. It pains me to see you cry or hurt for that matter."

He has no idea what I didn't forgive Jack for but the fact he doesn't care makes me happy.

He's right. I chose this. I shouldn't be mad at what I didn't do. Everything happens for a reason.

I hugged him again. The tears were stopping. It was silent.

I give him a long kiss on the lips. A passionate one that was slow with compassion.

When the kiss broke he smiled.

"I can kick his ass if you want me to. Even though I have no idea how he hurt you I just will." I laughed.

"I think it's okay now. You made me better." I was smiling at his remark.

I know he would go through the trouble of doing that for me but I didn't want him to.

The rest of the night was filled with Netflix, jokes, talking, eating, and cuddling.

He spent the night my mom let him.

She probably heard the sobs from earlier and knew he would fix it.

We slept in the den like last time.

I snuggled into his chest and he put his arms around me.

He was the best thing I could ask for.

"Goodnight princess." He whispered.

"Goodnight." I replied and drifted off to sleep.

*Elias's POV*

Jay fell asleep in my arms because I was spending the night. She was so adorable.

Earlier I came to find Jezzabelle crying but I had stopped it.

She told me things about Jack and he truly had an affect on her.

I am more frustrated than ever with him but I can't do anything because then Jay would be mad at me.

I was just so angry I wanted to beat him senseless yet I couldn't.

Jay means the world to me and I could let her slip away again.

I planned on telling her when I came but I couldn't.

She was in pain from Jack and I couldn't add on to the pile.

I just need to know how I'm going to tell her.

I just really hope she doesn't get too mad or sad about this.