Poetry Of My Heart

••• Dear Crush

Dear Crush, I'm watching you from afar
You look so cool as you went out of your luxury car
There's more than your presence can show
My heart overwhelms whenever I see you

As you walk down the hall, you're oozing with appeal
You're I guess the toughest man for me to deal
Not because you're difficult to get along with
But because my heart becomes madly erratic

I act like I'm not affected when you're near
To look obviously admiring you is my fear
I'm jailing myself behind a silhouette
Been trying to hide you my blushing face

I'm certain I barely catch your attention
You're already taken, there's no question
At times I see you with her and you're happy
I'm just contented staring at you with no weary

Sometimes our eyes met as we cross path
I'm fighting my tensed nerves to shut
I could clearly see your eyes that are drowning me
My feelings for you become deep each passing day

And then, an unexpected start quaked my semester
We became seatmates and we're like a perfect teen pair
I'm sitting next to you and I barely breathe
I curse this arrangement, I wanna quit

What a playful coincidence, isn't it?
I can't turn to you like my neck stiffed
You talk to me, I want to call all heavens
You called my name, I just wanna die that very moment

Dear crush, what have you done to me?
You just invaded my peaceful sanity
And that magical moment, at me I saw you smile
I almost wished to God that you are mine

❤❤❤