Facing Darkness | PUBLISHED

Darkness Thirty Five: Just Fine

(Treat You Better by Shawn Mendez)

I won't lie to you
I know he's just not right for you

His eyes are staring at me, it's like he's talking heart to heart to me and we're the only ones here. That vivid green eyes that could melt a thousand hearts.

And you can tell me if I'm off
But I see it on your face
When you say that he's the one that you want

I want him, Night. And I badly wanna believe that what he did was just a nightmare, and that he's still here, with us.

And you're spending all your time
In this wrong situation
And anytime you want it to stop

I also wish that he can be the one for me, 'coz I thought we're the perfect two. But it seems like I was wrong all this time.

I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman

Do you really like me that much, Aeon? If yes, why me? You deserve someone else, someone better.

Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can

Can you really treat me better? Won't you lie to me? Won't you hurt me, like what he did?

I'll stop time for you
The second you say you'd like me to
I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing

I've been hurt a lot if times before, nasaktan na ako sa panloloko ng dalawang exes ko, nasaktan ng malamang iniwan ako ng Papa ko noon, nasaktan sa pagkamatay ng Mama ko at ngayon ... Nasasaktan nanaman ako. I'm just too hurt to love again.

Baby, just to wake up with you
Would be everything I need and this could be so different
Tell me what you want to do

Siguro nga kulang ako sa pagmamahal, lumaki akong walang kalinga ng magulang kaya sa ibang tao ko yon hinanap. Nalimutan ko na bago pala ako mahalin ng ibang tao ng buong buo, kailangan ko munang mahalin ang sarili ko.

'Cause I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can

Better than he can

I know you can do better, gusto kong bigyan ka ng chance. And I will, in time.

Give me a sign
Take my hand, we'll be fine
Promise I won't let you down
Just know that you don't
Have to do this alone
Promise I'll never let you down

At pag dumating ang panahong yon, nasisiguro kong kaya ko na uling ibigay ng buo ang puso ko.

'Cause I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can

Kailangan ko lang talaga ng panahon para alagaan ang sarili ko, para mahalin ang sarili ko ... At pag nagawa ko yon, ikaw naman ang mamahalin ko.

Better than he can