Controlled [Clalec] [Discontinuted.. Sorry]

Chapter 06- Jealousy

Jace Pov

After the whole Clary "kidnapping" thing, Scar is at the infirmary lying down sleeping.
I was with Alec in the training room trying to get detail. For some sort I keep getting massive memory waves.

I spoke "Alec thank you for being my best friend and my parabatai thank you,"

"Jace you don't need to do this"  Alec says

"Izzy even if you can't cook I can't help but laugh when people actually enjoy your cooking "  I continued

"Jace please don't do this " Izzy started crying

"Simon thank you for being there for Clary even if I hate you so much and you hate me thank you "  I spoke giving a little laugh

"Jace, Clary needs you, you can leave like this" Simon says

"Clary I know you don't love me anymore but please don't hate me once I do this" he stepped back a little "I'm sorry for causing you trouble, I'm sorry that I introduce you to the shadow world you could of had a perfect life at the Brooklyn academy of arts"

"Jace please don't do this I can't see you leave like this " Now Clary was in tears

"Jace stop this now your scaring us " Alec shouts

"Alec look after Clary " after that Jace took his last step and fell

"JACE! "  They all said at the same time.

"Ahhh " I say holding my head squeezing it,

I look up at Alec as he went down with me looking at me worried.

"Ale- Alec" I say breathing in and out loudly
"Yea Clark" he replied

"Grab me that dagger please" I say

"Your not committing suicide are you " he says

"No never"

He handed me the dagger as I pointed it above my shoulder where the rune was placed. I sliced it as it disappears showing my true form.

I remember everything I know everyone.

I looked up at Alec who looked shocked

"Ja-jace" he says hugging me

"I didn't wanna commit suicide alec I would never do that "

"We don't wanna ever lose you" he says.

"I know where Clary is " I say simply

"Sebastian has her doesn't he" Alec says

"No I know we're the exactly are, it was Sebastian plan, me and Sc- Tessa we're asked to get her she was brainwashed to"

"Let's get ready I'll tell Izzy and Simon" He says

"Don't tell them I'm here I wanna tell them also I'll talk to my girlfriend"