Only You (Sequel to Why Try)

Chapter twelve

The past few weeks have been a bit hectic. The night I went into labour was crazy like beyond crazy really. I was crying due to the pain and then I was quickly picked up by Justin as he rushed me to the hospital whilst Tiana got my hospital bags and came down to he hospital. The rest stayed at my house and looked after Wolf. I announced Teddy's arrival a few days after having him once I was back home and he was content at home. I've had so many nice comments from literally everybody and my house is like a florist I have that many flower from people. I have had so many visiters that have brought gifts for Ted. He was three weeks early but he's healthy so they let me take him home a day after having him. Wolf was so happy to meet him, he hasn't left his side.

Teddy wakes up every three hours in the night and he's not been well the past couple days so he's been awake most of the nights and then sleeping in the day. Justin did the night feeds last night so he's really grumpy today but I can't stop laughing at him because he literally has a face like a slapped arse.

Wolf isn't that well either so he's sleeping right now, I'm just feeding Teddy his bottle and then he's going down for his nap.
"Are you going out today?"
"I'm not sure why?"
"Just wondered"
I nodded my head and lifted teddy up over my shoulder so I can wind him, he's fell asleep.

Justin wondered off, his face still looking like a slapped arse. Today is going to be fun, three grumpy boys ah just what I want.
I patted Teddy's back for a few more minutes until he finally brought up some wind so I put him into his Moses basket that was next to the couch.

I haven't seen that much of my friends lately because I've been busy with Wolf and Teddy, entertaining Wolf and bottle feeds, I'm so tired. I'm flying out to Toronto on Friday because Perrie has a show there so I'm going out to support her and sing some songs and just have some fun. She's so nervous because last week she called me in a panic about it, she's performing to a huge crowd and she's was trying to get out of it due to nerves so I said that I would fly over and show her some support. Justin is staying at home with the babies and Pattie is coming over to help, he doesn't know yet but he's such a grump he'll need it.
"Mom" I looked up to see Wolf walking in rubbing his eyes. His voice was so croaky, my baby.
"You still not well bub?" He shook his head and climbed on the couch and cuddled into the side of me.
"Yeah but scooter I'm tired..teddy kept me up all night...I've had two hours sleep if that...no I'm not coming into the fucking studio bye!" He threw his phone onto the coffee table and sat down on the couch that was opposite me.

"Justin if you're that tired just go to bed because I literally can not put up with you right now..you're grumpy as hell"
"I'm not!" I let out a hmm and looked down at Wolf who was just staring at the fireplace.
"Do you want some more medicine bud?"
"My mouth hurts" he let out a cry as he touched his throat.
I heard Justin huff behind me and that was it. I calmed Wolf down after a few minutes of tears and him clinging onto me, I gave him some medicine and he drifted back off to sleep, I put his blanket over him and stood up tapping Justin on the shoulder as I walked past him wanting him to follow me.

"What is your problem today?"
"I don't have one! Why are you on my case all the time?"
"You're so grumpy, it's annoying the hell out of me and why did you huff when Wolf began to cry? Is that annoying you that your son is poorly? You didn't even get up to him you just sat there"
"Well it's not like I get a choice with him"
"And what's that suppose to mean?" I said folding my arms across my chest.
"You're still babying him. He's almost two bell, you need to stop treating him like he's a fucking baby when he's not!"
"I do not baby Wolf. He's not well Justin, he's feeling weak, he has a bad throat and he's clinging on to me like I'm gonna leave and never see him again. He just wants some love which he clearly isn't getting from you at the minute" as soon as I said that my hand covered my face, I shouldn't of said that.
"Fuck you. I love my kids, I'd die for them how dare you say that. Yeah I'm grumpy today because I'm tired but what you just said crossed the line" his eyes went dark as I looked back up to him.
"Look, I'm sorry for that comment but you're acting like you do night feeds all the time, it was once!. I do it most nights, you don't see me crying like a bitch do you? Grow up Justin".
"Why are you being a bitch?" I furrowed my eyebrows and sucked my lips in, boy don't test me.
"Will you just go? I can't be around you right now when you're in one of these moods"
"No. This is my house too"
"Oh fuck off Justin" I walked past him but he grabbed my wrist turned me around to him.
"You leave" he said looking me straight in the eyes.
"I'm not taking the boys out when they aren't well just because you're being a cunt. Just go to sleep or go out because you're pissing me off-" i was cut off by Wolf crying.
I looked back at Justin to see him rolling his eye, that's it.
"Get out. Now! Is our son annoying you or something? You really are a cunt. Get out"
"Mommy"
"Go! I don't want you around us right now. We are meant to be getting married in less than a year and you're acting like this? Grow up Justin"
He rolled his eyes again and left, just like that. Asshole.