Only You (Sequel to Why Try)

Chapter nineteen

Aribella's P.O.V

Everyone is still back at my house waiting for Kendall and Zayn to arrive with Banu. Me on the other hand, I'm out, I had to go to clear my head. I briefly told Tiana what has happened and then I left and got into my car. Just before I left she picked my phone up from the kitchen counter and handed it to me, just so she can see if I'm okay later.

I'm now in my car parked up on a high hill looking down at the busy dark city. I've been here a few times with Justin and the boys, it's relaxing just sitting here looking at the tiny lights and hearing the beeping of cars.

I keep looking at the photos of Justin and Jade on twitter and Instagram, I can't help it. I closed Instagram and re-read the text she sent me "tell him I'd like to meet up again like he said we should" out of the whole text that hurt the most like he actually said to her that they should meet up again?. Jade is such a toxic person, she doesn't care about anyone but her self and Justin's wants to speak to her again?. She publicly humiliated him with the song and caused him so much shit. It breaks my heart that on the pictures they looks happy with each other, Justin hasn't smiled like that in a while.

I wiped the tears that fell. At the minute I just feel so low and lost within myself I don't know what to do. I thought she was gone for good, we was happy with our lives and now it's fucked again and Justin is like happy with it?.

I looked down at my phone to see Tiana has text me.

From: Tiiii
Hope you're okay Bee I honestly hate seeing you like this. Wolf has fell asleep and is now in bed, Teddy too. I'll be here for when you get back. Justin isn't back yet. See you soon b x

I didn't bother replying I didn't feel like talking and to be honest that was the last thing on my mind right now. I mean I am so grateful for Tiana I really am, she's helped me so much in my life but I'm just not in the right frame of mind to reply, I just keep thinking of the pictures and the text.

Head lights caught my eye as they got closer. I sunk in my chair to make myself look less noticeable, good job my car is black. I didn't get a look at the car but the headlights went off and I heard the door to the car open and close, please don't be the police, I'm not in the mood. I heard footsteps which were getting close, my heart was racing. My car door handle of the passenger side was tried but it was locked. I looked up to see Justin?. How did he know I was here?.

I sat up in my seat and just stared at him. My cheeks were wet from tears and my hands were shaking.

"Open the door, please" Justin said to me, I can't tell by the look on his face that he knew I knew about his lunch with her. I wiped the fresh tears with my hand and unlocked the doors.
He opened it quickly, sat down and looked at me. He knew.

"Bab-"
"Save it Justin, just..save it. How did you know I would be here?"
"Please. It wasn't what it looked like"
"Oh really? You looked pretty fucking cosy from what I saw. Laughing with her, eating and drinking coffee"
"The food wasn't hers, it was Fredo's and I know you'd be here because this is where you come if you're upset or just want to be alone"
"I don't give a fuck who's food it was Justin. I give a fuck about you being with her. How would you like it if you saw pictures of me and Rory together having lunch and laughing ? Me with my ex? Or me with sean?. You'd be kicking off right now so don't you dare try and say I'm overreacting or it was nothing because this has b-broke my heart" I put my head into my hands and cried, it was the only thing I could do.

"She came over to me and asked how I was when Alfredo went to the bathroom, I couldn't just send her awa-"
"Yes you fucking could have Justin! She's a bitch, how do you not see it? She humiliated you and you're okay with her now and want to be best pals? Oh please"
"She asked how I was and I told her how I felt about the song and it made me laugh and so did she. We spoke about her music and mine and then we said goodbye. Honestly Bells it's not as bad as you're making it out to be". I turned my head and just gave him one horrible look.