Only You (Sequel to Why Try)

Chapter four

Mine and Justin's date the other night was like a dream. We ate great food and drank cocktails and champagne, lol the one glass of wine note to self didn't last. We also spoke about everything and anything and it was so nice it just being me and him and no one else. I still didn't tell him how I feel, I was scared and I didn't want to ruin the mood. I'm taking Wolf to the park later and I've asked him to come along and I'm gonna tell him, I need to.

Me and Wolf have been awake for a few hours now. We have been food shopping and then visited Pattie for an hour. We are now in the living room, Wolf has literally forced Toulouse to play with his toys with him wether he likes it or not. He loves Toulouse they do a lot together like when Wolf is watching TV or on his iPad Toulouse will lie next to him and when Wolf is in the bath he will lay next to the tub until he gets out. When Wolf is in bed Toulouse will lie at the bottom of his bed, they're so cute.

Me and Justin have been texting and we are literally like two teenagers. When we split up and he got a new girlfriend that literally broke me into pieces I wanted to hide away from everyone but I couldn't, Wolf kept me going. It was so hard for me to come to terms with it like seeing candids of them and people constantly talking about them was annoying because my name was brought in and it really pissed me off. People have been talking about me and Justin, we were papped at dinner the other night and it was like the number one topic on celebrity update pages, twitter and Instagram it still is. If Justin did get back together, I wouldn't want people to think that we are jumping into anything, we would talk it slow. Today could either go awkward or great, I'm so nervous.

"Wolf are you ready?"
"shoes?"
"If you put them up like I tell you everyday then you might find them" he just looked at me like I was crazy, cheers bud.

I heard the door open and close again
"Hello?"
"Front room"
"Daddy!" Wolf jumped up and waddled over to Justin, his walking is getting better day by day. Its cute because he only saw him last night.
"Hey buddy. Have you been good?"
"Yeah" he turned around and looked at me. I nodded my head
"Yeah, he's been listening more"
"That's good. You ready?" Justin looked up at me with a cute little smile.
"Yeah I just need to go and get my bag".

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We are at the park, it's out of the way and quiet. Justin found this place a while back and we have brought Wolf here ever since. There is a stand where you can get a hot or cold drink or a bite to eat. Not many people come here and that's what we like, peace. Wolf is happily playing, waddling around the park and giggling with other kids. Me and Justin are sat on a bench near to where Wolf is so we can see him.

"So tell me, where does this leave us?" Justin asked and then taking a sip of his hot coffee.
"I don't know. Do you want to continue this little thing we have going on?"
"Of course. I was serious when I said I want you back, I want us to wor-"
"I want you. I know I most probably have been giving you off signals but I've been scared to tell you how I really feel. I'm scared that I've we do get back together people are going to be like "they've rushed things" or "he/she have moved on too quick" I don't want that"
"Are you really bothered what other people think? If we get back together that's no one else's business but ours"
"I'm willing to give 'us' another go if you're up for it" I said looking down with a smile on my face.
"Of course. Kiss me"
I leant over the table and pressed my lips against his, finally.
"Ew" I turned to see Wolf staring at us.
"Dad" Justin stood up from the table and went over to play with his son. Cuties.

I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I can finally breathe now I've told him. After a year of feeling alone and sad at the fact that he had moved on I finally have my man back and I'm not letting him go.
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Wolf has been asleep now for about two hours, me and Justin have been down stairs just enjoying each other's company. Wolf fell asleep on Justin as we were all watching Monsters Inc so Justin took him up to bed and then we washed the dishes together. Justin being the little shit that he is posted a picture of me washing the dishes without me knowing and added the caption "home" and now everyone is freaking out in the comments asking if we are back together. We have spent the last half an hour creeping on social media looking at what people are tweeting and posing on Instagram. Justin even liked some comments on the picture just get the fans and the news talking even more, he loves the stir the pot haha. We have laughed at some comments and tweets but there have been a few where they have hurt my feelings but I've kept it to myself.
"Someone has said that they saw you earlier and your stomach looks big, they think you're pregnant" I giggled at what Justin said, some people love exaggerate and make things up.
"I love hearing fake stories about myself".
Justin carried on scrolling through his Instagram comments and refreshing his feed.
"Justin no- why would you do that? I thought we were keeping us on the down low for a while? Huh?"
"C'mon it's fun"
"Well liking a comment that clearly says '@justinbieber like this comment if you and Aribella are back together' is all fun and games until we get hounded with questions and stories published by the morning. I know I sound annoying and yeah it was only a liked comment but I'm serious when I said I want to take things slow and enjoy spending time with you again".
"Babe, chill, it's okay. They are going to know sooner or later. We will be fine, we've done it before eh?"
"Whatever Bieber" I stool my tongue out at him and gave him a kiss.
"I'm gonna head off soon Bells"
"Why?"
"It's getting late"
"Stay, please?"
A smirk grew across his face "I was hoping you'd say that"
"Justin if we are seeing each other again you can stay whenever you want. I don't want to say move in right now because to me that's a little too fast but stay tonight?" He nodded his head and pulled me close to him.
"I'm glad I have you back" I leant in and kissed him on the lips. A new chapter is starting in my life and I'm excited for it, I love my little family so much.