Only You (Sequel to Why Try)

Chapter twenty nine

August 2021.

Oh my god. How long has it been?!. The last time you was here, me and Tiana had just finished tour, Justin and Hailey broke up and me and Justin kissed and a pap took a photo.

Lets just say within an hour the photo was everywhere! Fans, friends, family and the media were going wild. I mean the majority of people were calling me an idiot for going back and I agree. I was an idiot, that's why I called what ever Justin wanted with me off because anymore come of it.

I sat back and thought about the whole situation. The lies, cheating, the feelings. Yeah, it wasn't for me, I'm better than that.
I deserve better.

So you're all probably wondering what's going on in my life. Well. I'm now twenty five, I will be twenty six in a few months. My baby boys are not babies anymore. Wolf is five years old, I could cry just thinking about it. He's still very much a mummys boy, my little side kick.
Teddy is almost four years old. He's a daddys boy, very cheeky and mischievous. He is the exact same as justin when he was younger. I have so much to tell you guys but for now it will wait.

Anyway, I still make music. I'm currently on AG5. Its not by any means finished but I think this is my favorite album I have done. I go to the studio every other night, justin has the boys.

Justin. Justin. Justin. He married last year, to Hailey. It didn't shock me at all, I'm happy for them. The night we kissed, the night of my last night of tour, I sat down in the tour bus and just thought about everything and it made me realise how toxic mine and Justin's relationship was. We were constantly arguing, breaking up, getting back together. It was just an evil circle.

Obviously I still see Justin. Hailey, I speak to when i have to, I don't go out of my way to speak to her anymore, that ship sailed. Me and Kenny are still close. Banu is nine now and Livvy is almost 3. Her and Zayn are still going strong. I love them. Me and Ken like to meet up as much as we can. I am so proud of her. She's the highest paid model, she's really killing the game at the moment.

Jade has still got an apartment in LA with Blu but she goes back to the UK to see her family. Blu is just the sweetest, we have an amazing bond. She's so clever and caring. She is all Justin, she gets so jealous when he's with Wolf and Teddy!.

Justin still has Wolf, Teddy and Blu, he's such a good dad, I can't fault him. Without fail he has the three every other weekend and some days during the week.
He released an album last year, it done so well. Changes.
He's released a few songs recently and he's killing it. He's number one on Spotify with millions of listeners a month. A few weeks ago he released a song called "STAY" featuring The Kid Laroi, I'm not gonna lie, I'm obsessed. On the way to the studio, the gym, around the house, I put my air pods in and I have it on repeat.

Justin and Hailey's wedding from what I heard from Kendall and Tiana was sweet. They took their families to a quiet place in California with a lake and big houses. The boys were dressed the same as Justin and Blu had a puffy princess dress on. Me and Jade didn't go for obvious reasons, we were invited but I kindly declined. I am one hundred percent over Justin but I wouldn't feel right watching my ex get married, Jade felt the same so the day of their wedding day we were in Turks and Caicos. Honestly the two of us had the best time. No distractions, no paparazzi, no media. We just lay on the beach for hours, are great food and met some really nice people. I just loved being able to go and get a drink and no one come up to me, obviously some people knew who I was but they respected the fact that I was on vacation and left me be.

Yes, me and Tiana are still the best of friends. She now lives three houses away from me. It came up in the market last year and she put a bid on it and moved in two weeks later. It's lovely having her close, she's always at mine or me at hers. She's still with David. For the past year Tiana has taken a break from music, she wanted to be with the girls more and David.