Only You (Sequel to Why Try)

Chapter one

One Year Later. October 2016.

Hi! Welcome back to my life. So much has changed in it it's crazy. People have left my life, some have come in, some remain and some just don't want to know me anymore. Me and Justin haven't been together in almost a year now and I'm over him. I still live in LA with my baba Wolfie but we moved house so now we live in a smaller place but close to where we used to live because our old house was just too big for just the two of us. Our current house is cute and homely, fairy lights in my bedroom and Toy Story in Wolf's room, yes he is still obsessed with the film. Wolf is nearly one and a half, my baby is growing up so quickly. He talks so much now and we do a lot together in the week and it's just great I love him so much.

I still see Justin, quite often actually. I still care about him, I always will and that's not gonna change. He has Wolf on the weekends so he picks him up on Friday and then drops him back off on Sunday night and it's been like that for ages now it just works for both of us. As far as I know him and Jade are still together and I'm happy for them, yeah at first it was hard for me to come to terms with but now I'm over it, she makes him happy and I respect her for that. She's good with Wolf when Justin has him, I see candids of them out and about it does make me happy knowing that Wolf likes her and is comfortable around her.

I haven't really been dating anyone well I wouldn't say I haven't because I did well...am. He's great and I think I deserve someone after the shit I was put through when Justin got a new girlfriend the media loved it and they still talk about it now like just shut up. I have been dating this guy for about a month now and I'm so happy, he treats me right and he's really good with Wolf he treats him like his own and I admire that.

I'm now 21 years old and I'm still surrounded with my best friends. Tiana, Hailey, Lauren and Shawn have all been my rocks these past year and I honestly don't know where I'd be without them. They were my shoulder to cry on, they were always there to talk to when I was lonely or upset, one of them was always on the other end of the phone. They saw me at my best and my worst and I can't thank them enough, I really can't. I lost my mother last year and that broke me completely. She was ill and then it spread and unfortunately it took her life. When I was younger and used to think about about things like that I thought "it will be okay, I'll have Justin by my side" but I didn't so that was hard too, he took care of Wolf whilst I was in and out of Boca for a couple weeks, it was the hardest time in my life. I miss her so much.

I took sometime off making music when I broke up with Justin but after a about eight months or so I released a small EP and the recognition it got was crazy! I'm so grateful and it still blows my mind, It's been a rollercoaster but I've had some good memories over the past year.

I'm trying to make sure Wolf's life is somewhat normal, going to the park, coming home and playing with his toys and learning with me, watch cartoons and have days out with me or Justin. I don't want him being so young and having a "child celebrity lifestyle" that's like a nightmare to me. I know I'm a celebrity and so is his dad but I want Wolf to live a normal life and have a good childhood and for it not to be remembered for having flashing cameras in his face and people shouting. When we go out I keep him close to me and tell people to keep a distance and they respect that.

"Wolfie are you excited to see daddy later??" he nodded his head and put a spoonful of cereal into his mouth
"I think you, dad and Jade are going out for the day so that will be fun right?"
He nodded again in response and wiped the dripping milk from his mouth using his arm, great. He's not that bothered that me and his dad split up but then again I don't think he understands.

Justin is meeting me and Wolf here and he shouldn't be long. My phone chimed on the kitchen worktop, I picked it up to see a text from Tiana.

From: Tiiii
Hey babe, I hope little Wolf has a good day later with Justin. I will come round and see you later this evening if that's okay and you have nothing planned. Love me Shawn and bump x love ya.