roommates || yugbam

chapter 19

*Yugyeom's POV.*

After that call, I changed my contact number and didn't tell anyone about it, but it haunted me. I could hear Bambam's voice, weak and begging for me to come back whenever I go to sleep. Whenever I'm outside, I'd always get illusions that I saw Bambam somewhere else around Korea. It drives me crazy.

My mom has gotten better and I have no other choice but to wait for that three months to end, so I could see Bambam again.

Weeks passed after that certain phone call, I was walking around the outskirts of Namyangju, meeting a few fans along the way. The temperature was cold than I thought. I tied my scarf tighter around my neck and slipped my hands into the huge pockets of my sweater as I walked. A few snowflakes were already falling but I didn't mind, I continued walking anyway.

I was starting to feel okay, not better, but okay. I don't cry that much anymore, I don't check our last conversations on my phone anymore, and I don't think of him that much anymore, but when I do, my heart just gets torn into pieces.

I looked up at the sky, which was now grayish because of the climate and the amount of snowflakes is increasing. I sighed and smiled to myself. I always had a thing for winter.

I checked the time on my phone and I realized that it's only two weeks left before they come here. I'm not even sure if I'm ready to see Bambam again, if I'm ready to hear that he doesn't love me anymore, if I'm ready to see that beautiful face of his again.

It was my fault anyway, leaving without saying goodbye, blocking their numbers, pushing him away, getting too affected with the hate that I received, and even rejecting Bambam for the second time when he called.

I was an ass, I know, but I will do anything to get him back, for him to love me again if he doesn't love me anymore.

I thought I'll move on within those three months, but I guess I thought wrong.

*Bambam's POV.*

*two weeks later*

It was the night before we leave for Korea, and I was packing my things that I decided to put inside my luggage for the last, which were the big blankets that I have.

After an hour, Ifinished everything and I zipped up all my bags before I plopped down on my bed, letting out an exasparated sigh.

I'm going to see Yugyeom tomorrow.

My heart then started to ache again. And no, I wasn't feeling any better. I may have not been breaking down all of the sudden anymore, but that doesn't change the fact that I still love him.

I glanced at the wall clock and it read one twenty two in the morning, and I need to go sleep because I was exhausted and I only have four hours of sleep left.

I closed my eyes, the last person in my mind was Yugyeom, before I eventually fell asleep.

*the next day*

We've arrived in Seoul already and we were all rushing to go out of the airport with the staff members and security blocking some fans. We gave them a small wave as a hello and they were all screaming as we walked.

I was expecting that Yugyeom would be here, but I guess I shouldn't expect too much. What was I thinking? Of course he won't be here, he doesn't love me anymore.

I sighed, disappointed in myself. I felt someone's hand on my shoulder and Iglanced to my side to see that it was Jackson, giving me a smile, as if he knew what I was feeling. I managed to smile back at him somehow.

When we were finally out of the airport, something shocking happened that even the fans went crazier.

A boy, running towards me and engulfing me in a tight hug, so tight that I'm not even sure if I could still breathe. The bags I was holding slipped out of my grip as I stood there, stunned.

He started sobbing as he buried his face on my neck. I couldn't help but to tear up, I missed him so much. I wrapped my arms around him and buried my face on his shoulder, not even having a single care in the world.

*Yugyeom's POV.*

*before the arrival*

I went to the airport by myself and saw lots of fans inside already, so I stayed outside. I decided to just wait for them to come out, or wait for him rather. Even I myself can't believe that I actually came here.

There were fans who recognized me and I talked to them, took a picture with them, and other types of fanservice that we usually do to make them happy.

Until the fans that were inside started going crazy, and I knew for sure that they finally arrived. I waited outside until I finally saw them going out of the door, and when he showed up, I immediately teared up and my knees felt weak. Scratch that, my whole body felt weak.

I stood there for a while, taking in his appearance and damn, he looked beautiful, as always. Without thinking, I ran up to him and threw my arms around him, hugging him tightly as if I don't want him to get away. I started crying, I realized that I regretted what I've don to him this much and I also realized that I missed him this much.

He wraps his arms around me as well and I felt something wet hitting my shoulder. He was crying.

It made me hurt anymore and I pulled him closer even if there wasn't any possible space between us anymore.

"I-I love you. I love you so fucking much. You don't know how much I missed you. I'm sorry for leaving without telling, I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry," I sobbed, apologizing repeatedly and I could feel everyone's eyes on us, the other hyungs looking at us with sympathy and adoration.

Bambam only cried harder on my shoulder, his fingers clutching my shirt tightly.

I couldn't help but hoped that we could stay like this forever, making each other feel loved and safe in each other's arms.

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