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People, they're so anxious to be someone and so anxious to get somewhere, that they end up losing themselves along the way. Due to them losing themselves, they affect everyone.
-Joey Fatts

• Ramona Park: Where It Goes Down •

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• Ramona Park: Where It Goes Down •

2017 (Present Day)

Dyme
Long Beach, CA.

I put Jodie down letting her walk putting my hands on my hips leaning back to stretch my back

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I put Jodie down letting her walk putting my hands on my hips leaning back to stretch my back. Due to me carrying in my back I was constantly in pain. The only plus of this was that my belly was small for how many months I am and I didn't gain that much weight this time around. Soon this pregnancy would be over and the world would be meeting baby boy, Stevie. I'm slowly working myself out of my depression with the help of my therapist and I stopped cutting. I just hope it lasts even after he's born. I just have to stay positive.

I watch as Jodie walks in the grass of the park, Ramona Park. Today Matika is having a documentary shot by VICE, so of course I had to come out and support her. "Jodie Jo!" I hear a female voice say making me look in that direction. I see Matika coming towards me pushing a stroller. She's wearing an L.A. Clippers jersey, shorts and a pair of red Chuck's. Her belly is just about the same size as mine, but it's hidden behind the large jersey and you could see the pregnancy all over her face with how chubby it had gotten. She stops pushing the stroller then kneels down and picks Jodie up kissing her cheek.

I walk up going to the stroller where Marina is lifting her leg up repeatedly. I chuckle touching her chubby cheek saying, "Hi, Mari!" She looks up at me giving me a little smile and I can't stand the cuteness.

 I chuckle touching her chubby cheek saying, "Hi, Mari!" She looks up at me giving me a little smile and I can't stand the cuteness

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