Aphmau
My eyes drift around my dark, gloomy room.
Go die.
No one cares for you.
You are a nothing.
The suicidal thoughts trail in my mind, echoing through my head.
"Unlock this door, young lady!" A pounding at the door makes me jump from bed.
"No, dad," I hiccup as I get up, looking to the door, "you are nothing! Get away and out of my life, you son of a-"
"Open it, now!"
He pounds on the door more, making the door wiggle off its hinges.
I gasp with a hiccup, running to the door with several tears streaming from my eyes. I jump in front of my door, slamming my back against the door.
"Back off, you jerk!" I howl with a loud hiccup, tears still making their way down my face.
Silence takes over my hearing, the door stopping all its movement.
I slide down on the door, bringing my knees up to my chest and hugging them, tears rapidly growing and raining out of my eyes.
"Thank," I hiccup, "thank I-Irene..."
I curl into a ball and slowly fall to a floor, rocking back and forth, the scars and new cuts from either me or my father covering my whole body.
Glass shatters, making me scream, with all the might I can, and jump from my rocking.
My dad stands in the window, a large sledgehammer in his grip.
He grins evilly, walking up to me, getting the sledgehammer more into his grip.
"Get away! Ah!"
"Maybe you should be opened to door. This wouldn't be happening, you little Rat!"
He slams the hammer into my body, me flying into the wall and a loud scream coming from me.
"Stop! Stop it, please!" I scream in agony, tears literally exploding out of my eyes.
He continues to slam the hammer into my body, abusing my and my life.
Why me? Why was I the victim?
•••
I lay in bed, staring up to the ceiling.
I don't understand how I am not broken. Not a single break, not a single fracture. I am literally invincible, but how? I have been hit multiple times, and all I get is pain, but no aftermath.
Go die.
You are a broken nobody.
No friends.
No love.
Nobody gives a crap.
"Shut up."
My dad is at work, I'm so glad.
I grab my phone, typing in the password with weak, frail fingers.
I put on music, my eyes shutting and me placing my phone down onto my soft bed.
I begin singing along with a weak voice, my ribs aching from the hit.
"...When tomorrow comes
I'll be on my own
Feeling frightened of
The things that I don't know
When tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
And though the road is long
I look up to the sky
And in the dark I found, lost hope that I won't fly
And I sing along, I sing along, and I sing along
I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
Stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
'Cause you're my flashlight
You're my flashlight, you're my flashlight
Ooh
I see the shadows long beneath the mountain top
I'm not afraid when the rain won't stop
'Cause you light the way
You light the way,
You light the way
I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
Stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
Light, light, you're my flashlight
Light, light, light, light, light, oh
You're my flash, oh
I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
Stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
'Cause you're my flashlight
'Cause you're my flashlight
You're my flashlight
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh oh oh
You're my flashlight
Light, light
You're my flashlight
Light light ye-yeah
You're my flashlight..."
I open my eyes, finding my bed flooded with tears and my face hurting in emotional, and physical, pain.
"Why did it have to be me?"
Go die.
No one.
Die.
No.
Go die becuase nobody cares, loves, gives a crap about you.
"I can't."
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