mentions of; dysphoria, anxiety, bullying, and emotional abuse. chapters do not have warnings at the beginning. read at your own risk.
i am aware that different people experience being gender fluid in different ways, this is just based off how i feel it, as i am gender fluid myself..
josh's communication methods (like writing, typing, sign language etc.) are written on a
parted line of italics
and his along with tyler's thoughts and doubts will be highlighted in bold.
tyler's pronouns do change every few chapters, but please note that other characters are unaware of this and there may be some misgendering from other points of view, but this is totally international. also i decided to make him acesexual because why not.
T O U C H
-troye sivan.
glow is low and its dimming
and the silence is ringing
and i can almost feel your breath
i can almost feel the rest.
night is young and we're living
hands move, moving steady
and the time is moving slower
i can feel we're getting closer
standing in the eye of the storm
my eyes start to roll
to the curl of your lips
in the center of eclipse
in total darkness i reach out and touch
my mind's going to racing
on a horse that's escaping
and i'm ready to jump,
i'm ready to swim
life is chances that are taken
but nothing's ever broken
they're just pieces on the ground
new hands need to build them
my mind's going running
my hands cut loose
but there's no need for answers
just the things you gotta do
and i need you to trust
that i'm lost and we must
get past all these rules
we must choose
to reach out and touch
started: 26th of march 2017
(ongoing.)
