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note: this is an actual journal entry from me. I thought it fit here, as it's written poetically and seems to fit with my general theme in this book.

"I'm starting this journal to serve as a replacement of the last two years, and for the years to come. I've spent the last two years being massively depressed. I may spend the rest of my life depressed. maybe just a few years. months. days. I don't know. I don't know what my future holds. but I'm so fed up with being so down all the time. but: I may not have everything figured out. but I do have one tiny glimmer of wisdom to share, and God dammit, someday, who knows - maybe this sage knowledge will help someone else who's struggling through their life. my advice; my wisdom is this: it won't always be okay. in fact, sometimes it's gonna feel as if it'll never be okay. but there comes a point in which you come to terms with the fact that you are not okay, but you will be. and in that moment, everything is beautiful, you have saved yourself, and are now on the road to healing. no matter how broken you still seem. I promise."

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