Slave to You [COMPLETED]

Chapter 39

Chapter 39

I excused myself and went to a near comfort room. I stared myself at the mirror. Medyo kumalat ang mascara ko kaya agad akong naghilamos para matanggal iyon. I removed the rest of my make up, then applied a light lipstick para naman kahit papaano ay hindi ako mukhang maputla.

I once stared my reflection again. I hope this is the last time i will cry for him. Pagod na ako.

Nararamdaman ko pa rin ang sakit sa puso ko. Every beat hurts like hell, na para itong tinutusok ng karayom. It may sound cliché but that's how it is. Walang katao tao rito sa loob kaya malaya akong magmukmok. When i was about to turn my back and leave, the light suddenly turned off and the door slammed close. Agad naman akong nakaramdam ng kaba nang maramdaman kong may taong nakatayo sa harapan ko.

I don't know what to do, hindi ako makapagsalita, hindi ako makasigaw ng tulong. I'm in the state of shock. I can feel the person in front of me, overtowering.

Am i gonna die?

"W-Who are you? please don't hurt me." nanginginig ang aking boses, nagmakakaawa.

"It's me."

I frozed. My lips were hanging, hearing that voice again, that fucking voice that i missed. I know it's him, i know him too well, i'm in love with him that's why i know that this man in front of me is... Drexzel.

My longing suddenly changed with anger when i remembered why we are in this situation. Ang kapal naman ng mukha niyang sumunod dito, matapos lahat, What is this? closure? talagang sa CR pa talaga?

"What the fuck do you want? Gusto mo ba akong mamatay sa kaba, huh?!" i yelled.

Wala akong pakealam kung may makarinig man saamin sa labas. I don't care. I was about to push him away, nang naramdaman ko ang magaspang niyang kamay sa braso ko at nagulat na lamang ako na yakap yakap na niya ako. My eyes immediately watered.

Fuck, i missed him...

"I hate you..." i cried.

"I know... i know, baby." his gentle voice filled my ears.

Nang maalala ko bigla kung paano niya ako pinagmukhang tanga, na halos mabaliw na ako kakaisip kung bakit hindi niya ako kinocontact o kahit i-text man lang ay agad ko siyanf tinulak palayo. I can't clearly see his face, dahil nga madilim rito.

"Don't you dare call me that!"

I flinched when the lights turned on. Binuksan niya ito, at nanatili ang kamay niya sa switch habang nakatingin saakin nang diretso. I gritted my teeth.

He really looks good, mukhang mas lalo pa siyang gumwapo ngayon. Habang ako mukhang stress dahil sakaniya. He look really manly with his suit, which emphasizes his biceps, the two button of his polo are opened which slightly showed his chest.

I bit my lips. Nakakalimutan ko atang galit ako sakaniya!

"Pinagmukha mo akong tanga! Sana hindi na lang ako pumunta dito para hanapin ka! I wished that i didn't go here if i will just witness how you betrayed me... you betrayed me again." my voice are slowly fading.

It hurt so bad.

"Ang hirap mong mahalin, nakakapagod, nakakaubos..."

Umawang ang kaniyang labi at namungay ang kaniyang mata matapos kong sabihin ang mga katagang iyon. I saw the pain in his eyes, but I don't want to be deceived anymore.

"You should have told me na mahal mo pa siya! I will understand, i will try to understand but please not like this... sana hindi sa ganitong paraan. Do you really want to hurt me? masaya bang makita akong ganito sa'yo? Does it boost your pride and ego?!"