Slave to You [COMPLETED]

Chapter 30

Chapter 30

"Kung siguro ako 'yon baka natunaw na ako." she grinned dreamily.

We're here at my office and we are having a little chitchat about what happened last night. Naikwento ko nga sakaniya ang nangyari kaya todo tili naman siya nang malaman niya ang mga sinabi saakin ni Drexzel.

"Pero hindi naman ako 'yon kaya..." she shrugged.

Umirap ako sakaniya pero hindi pa rin matigil ang bunganga ni Marie at patuloy pa rin sa pagyugyog saakin.

"Pero hindi ka man lang ba kinilig ha? Wala ka na bang puso?" she shook me.

Iritadong tinanggal ko ang pagkakahawak niya saakin.

"Stop it nga!"

"Wala ka na ba talagang feelings para sakaniya? Sayang naman effort niya kung babaliwalain mo lang?"

"Binabalewala ko ba?"

"Bakit hindi ba?"

"Hindi." sagot ko.

Her grin grew bigger and moved even more closer to me. Medyo napalayo ako sakaniya dahil sa ngisi at tingin na binibigay niya sa'kin.

"You're creeping me out." i said.

"Hindi mo siya binabalewala kung gano'n, anong ibig sabihin no'n my friend?" she grinned.

I sighed. There's no point hiding it from her, she's my bestfriend after all.

"Well... I am not sure about this but i think i am starting to fall for him again." i muttered. She was about to shriek but i spoke again so she stopped. "I still don't know, maybe i'm just confused or what but i don't want to realize someday that i fell for him when it's too late."

"Chloe..."

I rolled my eyes when she gave me a dramatic look.

"But then again, natatakot pa rin akong sumugal... natatakot ako na baka matulad na naman sa dati."

Ngumiwi naman siya.

"Hindi ka naman tinatanggalan ng karapatan na matakot para sa sarili mo, but you know... kung patuloy mong pipigilan ang sarili mo, you will lose your chance."

Both of us sighed. Alam ko naman. My brother's right, i should stop refraining myself because it might be too late for me when i decided to fight for my feelings. Yes, i am still in love with him maybe i was just blinded by my fear and hatred towards what happened from the past. But it would be too coward for me not to risk this time.

But i won't give him the satisfaction that easily.

The next day Andrex visited me sa café. Medyo nasurpresa ako dahil hindi ko inaasahan na pupunta siya rito or maybe i was just expecting that it was Drexzel at hindi siya. Marie's out with her boyfriend, naboboring na rin naman ako rito kaya i entertained Andrex.

"What brought you here?" i casually asked.

Ngumisi naman siya.

"Don't you miss me?" he grinned. Inirapan ko siya pero ngumiti na rin ako kinalaunan.

"Bakit naman kita mamimiss?"

"Parang wala naman tayong pinagsamahan, lagi pa nga kitang binabalaan noon sa kapatid ko, hindi ba?"

Ngumiwi ako.

"So you went here just to warn me again?"

"Hindi na, i came here para makipag-catch up lang." he chuckled.

Pinapasok ko siya sa opisina ko dahil occupied lahat ng tables sa labas. I asked Mae for a cup of coffee for the both of us. Nilibot niya naman ang tingin sa buong opisina ko.