Friends?

Lets chill (part 2)

*ding dong*

Checking outside my bedroom window, I could see Jasper standing outside my door.

I ran down the stairs and swung the door open. "Hey." He smiled. "Ola amigo." I laughed. "Wow I didn't know I had a friend that was so bilingual." He wiggles his eyebrows causing me to laugh a bit. "You have a friend that's very bilingual. Do you wanna come in?" I asked. "No I really like looking at the door frame, that's the only reason I came over." He chuckled. Giggling a bit I then made a pouty face. "Oh ok have fun with the door frame." I gently started to close the door, I felt something pushing back. I looked through the crack of the door too see Jasper trying to make his way inside the house. I laughed before opening the door all the way.

After 20 minutes we finally decided to play some Street fighters on the Nintendo. "I'm so gonna kick your ass." I spoke up as I plugged in the game. He laughed sarcastically before sitting down on the couch and grabbing a controller. I looked back at him with a death stare "I have been playing this game since I was the age of three." I responded ever so casually. I took a seat next to him, we both clicked start.

It was time to start picking our players. I had picked Blanka and he had picked Chun-Li. You'd expect it to be the other way around. "Why'd you choose Chun-Li?" I asked out of curiosity. He looked at me for a moment and laughed "because she's hot." I punched him in the shoulder. "Why must all my friends be so weird?" I let out in a voice of confusion along with a laugh.

We started the game and within the first three seconds you could hear Jasper hitting his thumbs on the controller like a mad man. I looked over to see him focusing on every move  he was made just so he could beat me. I have been playing this game for quite a while so I knew exactly what I could do to take him down rather quickly.

I clicked Left once and Right three times. Quickly his character was knocked down and I won that match.

He turned to look at me with his eyes and mouth wide open. "How did you do that?" He stuttered. I looked at him with one eyebrow raised. "Isn't it obvious? I'm just that amazing." I smiled. He looked at me with a bigger smile. "Well if you bet me then you are pretty amazing." He said with a giggle. My cheeks must have been the colour of 7 red tomatoes because I felt my cheeks turn into fire. He smiled and looked back at his controller. "Wanna play another match?" He questioned. "Uh ya sure, do you want to change characters?" I said with a straight face. "Ya sure, because clearly she sucks." He said pointing to Chun-Li. I looked at him with yet again my eyebrow raised. "Yep because it's totally her that sucks." I laughed.

We ended up playing Street fighters until it was time for Jasper to go home.
"Alright well it's getting late, I guess I better be getting home." He said while standing up. He headed towards the T.V and shut it off. I had the Nintendo system in my hands. "Hey, would you mind putting the system on the top shelf?" I asked him with a pouty face. He walked over to me and took the system from my hands and put it on the top shelf with ease. I just opened my mouth and furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. I didn't know he was that tall. I'm pretty tall, 5'8 is tall right?

He noticed my facial expression and laughed at my confusion.

We where standing at the door. Within two minutes our conversations can go from something serious to 'what colour lightsaber would you want.'

When ever I spent time with Jasper my feelings for him would grow deeper.

I was hit back with reality by the sound of a cough Jasper had made. "Alright so I better get going." He said with his arms opened. I walked closer to him to give him a hug. He held me in his arms for a seconds, and those few seconds where heaven to me.

We pulled apart after a minute. "Thank you for everything, I'll see you later." He waved and started to make his way outside towards his moms car.

As fast as I could I ran up the stairs so I could watch him leave from my bedroom window, but not in a creepy way. After the head lights from his moms car where finally gone I decided to lye down on my bed.

It was half an hour after Jasper had left, and I couldn't help but think of everything that happened today. I could feel my eyes getting heavy. I tried to fight it off but then soon enough they closed completely.

"Jasper I really like you." I stuttered before looking into his beautiful green eyes.
He looked at me in a  disgusted way. "You like me?" He said with an eyebrow raised. I looked back up at him "ya I do." I stuttered yet again.
He started to walk away. I ran after him yelling his name. He looked back to face me. "How come of all people it has to be you that likes me? I couldn't have had anyone prettier? Or smarter?" The disgust in his face growing larger. I could feel my eyes start to sting from the tears I was holding back. He looked at me and opened his mouth once more. "The only reason I hangout with you is because I feel bad for you. I never really liked you I just stuck with you because you had no one, your dad left you, your brother left you, soon enough everyone you think loves you is gonna leave you because your just a waste of space." He said in a casual tone. I could feel all the tears I was holding back escaping rapidly. I looked back at him. "Fine if that's the way you really feel.  . .  Then I guess I'll be leaving you now. You don't have to worry about this waste of space anymore." I yelled with a stutter. As I walked away I could feel my eyes stinging from all the crying.

My eyes fluttered open and sat up straight on my bed. I couldn't help but cry to myself after what I had just dreamt of. All my worries had been casted into my dream.

I went into the bathroom to wash my face, I looked at myself in the mirror and thought maybe my dream was telling me something. Maybe Jasper and I would never happen, and my dream was warning me so I wouldn't get hurt.

I walked back into my room and sat down. I looked at myself in the mirror yet again and thought I'm not even that pretty, why would a guy like Jasper ever fall for someone that looks like me. Jasper had tones of girls at his feet, I could see why he would take them over me. What if I never found someone. What if I ended up alone forever. I know I tell everyone that I don't need a guy to be happy but I would still enjoy the company.

After my melt down I decided to take a shower to get my mind off things.

My shower had only taken about 20 minutes. I decided to just go to bed early, but before I went to sleep I prayed to God. I prayed that very soon I would be with the love of my life.