Fearing the Alpha

Chapter 15

He looked at me, full of seriousness.

                “On one condition will I let him live. He has to stay in a pack” Jay said after what felt like a century. I felt like one weight had been lifted off my shoulders, only to have another added. Would he agree to stay in a pack? I nodded slowly to show that I understood.

                “Can we ask him now?” I asked, not wanting to have to wait any longer. Jay nodded calmly and led me down the hall and into the room which Alex was being held in.

                “Alex” I screamed with joy, seeing him sitting up against the far wall.

                “Your sister is a smart little thing. I am going to give you an offer, and I am only giving it once. If you stay is a pack for the rest of your life with your mate, I will let you live.” I looked at Alex pleadingly, knowing how much he hates packs. He looked back at me, so lost I thought I would cry.

                “Please Alex, for me, for Olivia” I pleaded watching his strength drain from him.

                “Ok” he whispered, I threw myself in his arms before he could react.

                “I’m sorry Alex, I’m so sorry I made you make that choice” tears still rolled down my cheeks soaking into his t-shirt.

                “May I see Olivia?” He asked. I watched Jay; he looked at me and then nodded.

                “Lucy, why don’t we go do some work?” Jay said to me, I jumped up kidding my brother good bye and followed Jay out of the room.

“Thank you” I said quietly, following him back to the kitchen.

                “It’s a full moon tonight Lucy, you can’t go to school” Jay told me sternly. It wasn’t fair, he kept telling me what I could and couldn’t do.

                “I want to go to school, you can’t stop me!” I yelled at him, I didn’t like having my life controlled, never had. Jay’s mother entered room, saw the stance Jay was in and left. She just left me with him!

                “Lucy you’re not going, end of story” He yelled back.

                “But Jay, I want to. I want to talk to Claire, and her friends. They were nice. And I want to learn, I’ve never had the chance, and now that I do you won’t let me!” I wasn’t backing down from this, no tears. I was gonna go to school one way or another.

                “Are any of her friends male?” he asked worry seeping all through his voice.

                “Of course they are”

                “I forbid you to talk or even look at them” His wolf was out and at the surface.

                “No, you’re not my parents, you killed them remember. You have no power over me, now I’m going” I retorted

                “I’m your mate, and that is better”

                “No it’s not. You’re a murderer and horrible person, and I wish I had never met you!”

                “SHIFT” He commanded. A sudden pain flooded my body, so much for no tears. They were already running like a waterfall. I could hear bones cracking; I could feel every bone braking. Nothing could have stopped me screaming. The end of the change was so quick; I’m not even sure what happened. I could feel someone else’s thoughts floating through my mind.

                “Now Lucy, you will not go to school today. And you will not talk or look at those boys, understand?” Jay said calmly but sternly, I nodded. But I didn’t want to nod, in fact I didn’t it was someone else.

                I am you silly, we are one. But you won’t please your mate. So if you won’t I will.

Now I jolted back.

                “Good girl Lilly, no need to stress. Your wolf is part of you; I just introduced you to her earlier than normal. You can shift back now.” He told me; I didn’t even think about shifting back, I just kind of did. Then freaked out when I realized I was naked. I could hear Jay growling as I ran away from, as naked as the day I was born.  “Lilly! Don’t run, let me give you my…”

                “Jay, why are you yelling across the house?” His mother came out of the lounge and saw me disappearing round the corner.

                “JAY! Really! I expected better than this, you made her shift. You’re just like your father, now go fix this” She yelled at him. I couldn’t help but giggle; I made it to my room in no time. But still more embarrassed as I had been in my whole life. I grabbed the first top I saw and the first shorts I saw. I could hear Jay knocking at the door while I frantically searched for some underwear.

                “Can I come in Lucy?” He asked, but I could hear the urgency in his voice.

                “No, I’m not dressed” I heard him groan outside the door. He was not coming in, that was the most embarrassing thing to ever happen to me, he would be lucky if I ever showed my face again. I stayed in my room the rest of the day, it wasn’t until Jay’s mum who I now know is called Linda, and mainly because Jay yelled out her name interrupting him being told off it was really funny.

                “Lucy how are you feeling?” she asked so tenderly and nicely I couldn’t help but reply.

                “I’m embarrassed and I miss my parents so badly, I just want to wake up from this nightmare and go back to exploring the world like we used to. But it wouldn’t be the same without them. And then I feel confused I want to hate Jay so much, so much but I just couldn’t. Maybe this was how it is meant to be, but I guess I’ll never know now.

A/N

For the moment this is the end of this book, because it will only get worse or more tedious. So unless it is desperately wanted this is the end of this book. Thankyou for reading it, it means a lot to me.