Dear Diary

Dear Diary 10

Write now I'm bored so I just put up a picture. Speaking of, I'll show u guys a picture of Noah, Adam and Jayden. Anyways, hope you like this chapter.

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Dear Diary,

2 weeks and 6 days. I have spend 2 weeks and 6 days without my mom. I've been crying when Adam leaves my house. Yeah he still comes over. He has been there for me though. Cause sometimes when he brings the topic about my mom, I burst out in tears. I miss her so much. I'm listening to some songs right now. It's the songs my mom used to sing. It reminds me so much of her. I've drawn a few pictures about her. There's one with her standing with a smile and a necklace in her hand. It was the one I was suppose to give her. At the top of it, it says "I love you Noah." I cried while drawing that.

There's another one with me. I'm standing with a frown on my face. I have tears rolling down my cheeks and my hands were held out at the side of me. My shirt had a blood on it. And my hands were full of it too. And it was my mother's blood. There's another one similar but this time I was on my knees and looking up screaming.

There are a few times I just wrote her full name down on a piece of paper and just stare at it. Am I the only one who does that when one of my family members die ??
I did it for my little brother. The age of 3. He left and he won't remember nothing about me. He never got to know me. Yeah we played alot, but he never new anything about me.

I did it for my aunt. She was very close to me. Closer than me and my mom actually. She was the best one in the family. Everyone loved her. And she was the very first one to leave. Well that's when I was born of course. The very first person to die after I was born.
I gotta go to school now Diary. I'll talk to when I come back. In fact, I'll bring you to school with me. Let me just get ready. I'll be back soon. Bye.