Back Where it all Started

I like you and only you

I couldn't even believe what just happened. 

And it all happened so fast.

What Brian did wasn't called for and embarrassing.

Connor, I am sure, hates me now and probably won't even talk to me.

I need to explain to him why this all happened so suddenly and then maybe he will understand.

I sat in class just thinking about what to say to Connor to get him to talk to me.

Zoning out is my main trait. 

I wasn't even aware the teacher was calling my name most of the time.

Brian kept telling me how much he can't wait until school is over to torture me which I wasn't surprised.

But most of all I wasn't very into anything.

All I was worried about was getting Connor to talk to me.

Forth period finally came around and I rushed to get there first so Connor could see me sitting next to his desk.

I was so anxious that I was forgetting to breath.

I let out a breath and looked towards the door.

It seemed as if every person came except Connor.

I kept looking and looking and finally he came in at the last minute.

He walked in and looked right at me.

I tried to smile at him but he looked away trying to find another seat but they were all taken so he had no choice but to sit next to me.

He came and sat down and didn't even look at me.

I opened my mouth to speak but the teacher started class and I shut my mouth.

The teacher talked for a good 15 minutes explaining our assignment and then sat at his desk leaving us to do our own thing.

I looked at Connor and he was doing his work quietly ignoring me.

It took some time but I finally worked up my voice to speak.

"Connor..."

He didn't say anything and kept on doing his work.

"Connor please..."

He kept on doing his work.

"Connor let me explain. It's not what you're thinking it is. I know you and what you're thinking."

"Oh, so you know me and what I'm thinking?"

He looked up at me and then back down at his paper.

"You don't even know half of what I'm thinking or even how I feel about this situation."

"I want to explain it to you. Connor I'm sorry but this isn't my fault and if you would give me a chance to explain?"

I looked at him with hope in my  expression and he looked up at me and sighed.

He then nodded, "Okay, I'll let you explain."

I smiled.

One thing Connor is is nice and an understanding person and doesn't assume any further explanations until he hears the real thing.

"Okay, so how about on our date? If that is still happening?"

He smiled a little and nodded, "Its still happening."

"Good, I don't want you mad at me. Just know that I like you and only you."

"Same for me."

We smiled at one another and continued with our work.