Touring with Shawn Mendes

Rumors

Shawn finally put me down after 5 minutes of him hugging me. I didn't mind though. I like hugs. He got his guitar and walked on stage. I waited backstage cheering him on and because I am a fan even though we're close friends.

He sang all of his songs and he stopped. "Okay guys. I'm going to sing 'Side to Side' by Ariana Grande and Nicki Minaj. Hey Ashley, you want to help me out on this one." I grabbed my mic and walked on stage. "Is that even a question Shawn?" "I need you to sing with me and rap by yourself on this one." "I thought you could rap?" "I can but I want to see you rap. I know you can I saw your cover of this song." "Alright then."

I've been here all night
I've been here all day
And boy, got me walkin' side to side

I'm talkin' to ya
See you standing over there with your body
Feeling like I wanna rock with your body
And we don't gotta think 'bout nothin' ('bout nothin')
I'm comin' at ya
'Cause I know you got a bad reputation
Doesn't matter, 'cause you give me temptation
And we don't gotta think 'bout nothin' ('bout nothin')

These friends keep talkin' way too much
Say I should give you up
Can't hear them, no, 'cause I...

I've been here all night
I've been here all day
And boy, got me walkin' side to side
I've been here all night
I've been here all day
And boy, got me walkin' side to side

Been tryna hide it
Baby, what's it gonna hurt if they don't know?
Makin' everybody think that we solo
Just as long as you know you got me (you got me)
And boy I got ya
'Cause tonight I'm making deals with the devil
And I know it's gonna get me in trouble
Just as long as you know you

These friends keep talkin' way too much
Say I should give you up
Can't hear them, no, 'cause I...

I've been here all night
I've been here all day
And boy, got me walkin' side to side
I've been here all night
I've been here all day
And boy, got me walkin' side to side

It's the new style with the fresh type of flow
Wrist icicle, ride dick bicycle
Come true yo, get you this type of blow
If you wanna Minaj I got a tricycle

All these bitches, flows is my mini-me
Body smoking, so they call me young Nicki chimney
Rappers in they feelings 'cause they feelin' me
Uh, I-I give zero fucks and I got zero chill in me
Kissing me, copped the blue box that say Tiffany
Curry with the shot, just tell 'em to call me Stephanie
Gun pop and I make my gum pop
I'm the queen of rap, young Ariana run pop

These friends keep talkin' way too much
Say I should give him up
Can't hear them, no, 'cause I...

I've been here all night
I've been here all day
And boy, got me walkin' side to side
I've been here all night
I've been here all day
Boy, got me walkin' side to side

It's the new style with the fresh type of flow
Wrist icicle, ride dick bicycle
Come true yo, get you this type of blow
If you wanna Minaj I got a tricycle

During the song I may or may not have been dancing kind of sexually with him. I was way too into the song. I was moving my hips to the beat and rubbing my hand against his chest up and down. There were many oooooooooohhhhhhs and get it girl!!! He had his hand on my exposed waist and moved it up and down so sometimes it was just above my ass.

"Thank you guys so much. How about a round of applause for Ashley." The crowd cheered. "Thank you guys." We walked backstage with his hand on my waist. Geoff was backstage. "Damn guys, you looked like you were really into each other during that." Giving a smirk. I rolled my eyes.

We went back to the hotel and we saw that again that we had to share a bed. Yay. "You better not wrap your arm around my waist again." "You seemed to enjoy it during our duet." "That was an in-the-moment kind of deal. Like the way I had my hand on your chest, in the moment." His jaw tensed up when I said that, I just ignored it though. I took off my makeup changed into my pajamas and fell asleep.

"Ashley wake up." "No." "Yes." "No." I feel something roll on top of me. Of course it was Shawn. "Shawn, get off of me!" "Nah, I'm good." He wiggles on my body. "Shawn, get your fat ass off of me!" "Are you going to get up?" "Why do you want me to get up?" "You need to see something." "What is it?"

He got off of me and I gasped for air. The boy was suffocating me. "This." It was a video of us from last night. "Everyone is wondering if we're together." "Fuck. Jaykob is going to kill me if he sees that." "Yeah. And we were just having fun last night. Nothing between us." "I hope Jaykob realizes that." Speak of the devil, I got on my phone and its was blown up from texts from him.

Jaykob- How was the show?
Jaykob- Uh, you want to explain this video of you and Shawn?
Jaykob- link to video. "Shawn Mendes and Ashley Woods 'Side to Side' performance gets a little heated"
Jaykob- Wake the fuck up Ashley
Jaykob- I swear if you're ignoring me for him
Ashley- Jaykob, Shawn and I were singing Side to Side and we got carried away. It was an in-the-moment kinda deal. It wasn't intentional. I have no feelings for him. I swear. I only love you. Please don't listen to those reporters. They just want to start drama. Please, you gotta believe me. I don't want to lose you. I love you
Jaykob- Okay, I believe you. I'm sorry I didn't
trust you. I know that's something you'd never do. It was just for show right?
Ashley- Correct. There's noting going on between us. I promise
Jaykob- Okay. I'm so sorry I went off at you like that. I was just worried that you were lonely and yeah
Ashley- You know I'd never do that. I love you and only you
Jaykob- I love you too. I miss you
Ashley- I miss you too
Jaykob- I gotta go. I have practice again. Rip
Ashley- Haha. Okay. ❤
Jaykob- ❤

"Was that Jaykob?" "Yeah. It was." "What did he say?" "He was pissed but I explained everything and he forgave me." "That's good." "Yeah."