My (Crazy) Thoughts

storytime phew

ok

so

i hate when this happens and i'm pretty sure i had a panic attack

but

miscommunications

online or irl they make me want to disappear

so i was watching michael mancuso (friend of ptx)'s live.me and he was asking what's our favorite songs and singers and such

and being the idiot i am, trying to be funny, i said

"i don't like ptx, like who?"

as in my bio and username says ptx

his admin blocks me... but right before they block me though, i am able to type "i'm kidding !!"

he publicly says "abby that's very harsh words, very hurtful. i don't like that."

and right after he sees the "i'm kidding" he's like "omg i feel so bad, unblock her"

so i'm unblocked and apologize

but i haTE WHEN that happens because miscommunications kiLL me

like i feel so bad but at the same time it's really nothing bc we both apologized and i was unblocked

but still i feel bad

so hopefully sharing this makes me less anxious

so yeah

i love y'all!! hope your day is going well!!

~Abby xo