Can We Fight This Love

Chapter 13

I wake up, and seeing everyone sleeping on the floor, Priya, Rahul, Aisha and Vijay, remembering what happen yesterday!!! The Spare door is open, as I got up not trying to wake up anyone, as I walked to the spare door, I walked in Shahrukh's room but it seems it's empty until these note on the table, I walked over and read it

Note
Dear Kajol
I'm sorry, that I hurt you so bad yesterday, I I didn't mean to slap you I didn't mean to call you a slut, I was just so angry and jealous seeing you with Vijay, I'm sorry I didn't believe you in the first place, Vijay told me what happen few nights ago, and I hated myself after that, when I came to see you were Okay You told me to go, I did, I heard you say to everyone you never wanted to see me again, so I decide to go, for you, I'm sorry Kajol I hurt you, I'm not a best friend, Best friend should not slap their best friend but I did, best friend don't  ignore you for two days and just talked what happen, but I didn't instead I did the opposite  and I rejected doing that I'm sorry Kajol! I'm out of life now, so you don't have to deal with me anymore! But I Love You So Much Kajol and If It Means to leave you alone and never to see you again to show you how much I love you than that's what am doing
I'm sorry

Love Shahrukh

After reading the note feeling tears down my face, as I collapse to the floor 'Kajol' Priya runs in 'What's wrong' Priya says 'His Gone, He Left Because of Me' I say crying!!! 'Kajol' Vijay, Rahul and Aisha says running in!!!!

'Shahrukh, left because his mother needs him right now' Ms Stan said to everyone, 'What, is she okay Ms can I call him please' I say 'Sure' Ms Stan says 'Kajol' Priya whispers!

Phone call

'Jaya, Hi you okay' Kajol says worry

'Yes, Kajol Am Fine' Jaya says

'Oh. Okay' Kajol says in disappointment

'Darling is everything okay?' Jaya asked

'Kajol, come hurry up' Priya yelled back ground
'Umm yeah bye' Kajol says!!!
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'Who's was that Ma?' I asked looking up 'Kajol, Shahrukh is there anything I need to know?' Ma says from hearing her Name makes me feel sad 'Nahin, ummm, I'm going' I say walking out the door! God I need to clear my mind!!! Kajol doesn't love me, she hates me! God I hate myself!!!!!!

Seeing couples in the street is worst it remind me of Kajol and I god what's is the feeling!!  Why do feel so incomplete without Kajol, I miss everything about Her!!!

'Shahrukh?' Ma asked at my door 'Haans' I say feeling tears down my face 'Kya Hau?' Ma asked seating next to me, as I cry on her shoulder telling  her everything!!!

'Oh, Sweetie. it's not your fault, it was accidental' Ma says 'Ma, it's my fault, I should of never ignore her in first place, It's all my fault!' I say getting up!!!

'Shahrukh, Darling, everything happen for a reason, yes it was bad, but the thing is to move on and get her back' Ma says 'Nahin, Ma she doesn't want to see me' I say 'Are you sure, maybe she didn't mean it, she was just hurt than' Ma says 'Great so you think I hurt her more, No Ma I don't want to see her hurt because of me' I say as I cry in the pillows!! Why does it hurt, I feel so empty, I feel incomplete the world collapse in front of me!!!