You and Me

Chapter 38

(The Nakamoto sisters are so........agh I can't)

Chapter 38-

December 25, 2014

I've been walking for almost 15 minutes thinking about what I'm about to do. I've thought about all day yesterday. The words of my sister kept swirling around in my head. So I finally decided to take action.

Flashback-

December 25, 2014

"I'm gonna do it"

Himeka: do what? confess or break her heart even more?

Su: I don't know I think the first one but what if she rejects me

Himeka: then you just move on. But Su please think this through. I know it's cold outside but go take a walk. Taking a walk always makes you think. Think about your guys future. Think about how it will affect her now and in the future? Just think about. Here's my coat and just take my shoes there by the door. Also here's your phone

As I went to the door Himeka followed behind me. Then she hugged me.

Himeka: what ever you decide I'll support you no matter what okay? But just please think about it. I don't like seeing you walk around like a zombie it scares me. Makes me think of the walking dead. Go now and be careful okay?

Su: hehe I will.

End of Flashback-

Now I'm here standing in front of her house. I thought about it and everything came back. Everything my memories with her, my thoughts of her and most importantly my feeling for her. She's the one for me and only me. And if she rejects me then I move on. I move on. Will I be able to do that? I will right?

Knock knock

20 seconds

Knock knock

1 minute

Knock knock

The door opened slowly revealing Ayami-chan standing there with a blanket covering her. Then suddenly my heart started to beat faster.

Su: Ayami-chan...I want....to

Ayami: Su if you are here to tell me to be friends again and forget about what happened I'm sorry I can't so goodbye Su

Then she shut the door. Seeing her like that and her telling me that made my heart hurt even more. Because of me she was crying, because of me she is hurting and because of me she hates me. But no I won't give up now

Knock knock

I started to knock repeatedly until I heard her voice

"Su please go away"

Knock

"SU PLEASE GO AWAY!!!!"

Knock

"SU PLEASE........"

"NO!!!!"