okay what the fuck is up
i haven't been on wattpad for AGES i apologize i am so bad
but yeah here's gonna be an apology thingy and an explanation because some shit has been going down that i need to explain and apologize for
also thanks for 31k reads that is cool
but yeah
my mental health is currently at an all time low. i'm in the process of getting diagnosed with anger issues. i am also going to therapy. my mental health and the state of my disabilities, along with me getting bullied, has forced me to retreat into homeschooling.
i've lost interest in things i used to like doing. example: writing, reading, drawing everyday and shit like that. i'm cutting off toxic people in my life. i'm ending friendships i was too scared to end a few months ago.
on top of that: i'm growing a lot as a person. for example, i am no longer a shitty fucking person that makes fun of the way people portray mental illness on a public website. i no longer am a cringe worthy fucking 21p fan that yells at people for saying Josh Dun is unattractive and gets mad at people that only like stressed out. i don't think i'm a special snowflake anymore
so that leads into my official apology
sorry for any problematic things i have said or done on this website or in my books that i have published. i'm especially sorry for all the goddamn unfunny jokes i made while writing this. holy shit i hate literally everything in this book.
but yeah. sorry.
i'm not sorry for disappearing though, that was for my own health and well-being and i don't regret it.
will i delete this book? no because it has 31k reads lol
i'm likely not gonna update anymore though. i might actually start writing fics. i don't know.
anyways,
i have some catching up to do holy fucking shit
if you have any questions them like, ask in the comments or something.
~Tyler/Connor, a piece of fucking garbage.