gone || kim seokjin

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It was already dark before you realized it. So you started walking back home,"It was nice meeting you Seokjin...Maybe next time I come to visit I'll see you again." He then smiled and looked down and stopped in his tracks making you stop as well being slightly ahead of him,"I wish to see you again too." He then grabbed you by your wrist and pulled you in,"Can I kiss you?" Your heart fluttered and your cheeks felt warm. Your ears began to hurt from the loud thumping of your heart but you slowly nodded curious of where this would go. Seokjin then slowly leaned in as he kissed your lips. He then pulled away from the kiss leaving you kind of stunned of how good it was all while smiling.

"u-uhm I..."

"I live this way so it was my kiss goodbye since Grammy's house is already too far. Goodnight Y/N." You nodded and smiled,"Goodnight Seokjin." He then handed you your bag of equipment and headed to the opposite direction of your grandmother's house. You turned around as you saw him disappear and touched your lips. "Wow you must be crazy letting someone you met for the first time kiss you." You said to yourself as you kept thinking about the kiss.

When you got home you went straight to your bedroom and closed the doors. You felt your cheeks go red. As you set your bag aside and laid down on the bed. You were still flustered from the kiss. You had your first kiss with an absolute stranger and you didn't know it then but you were already becoming the one person you didn't want to be.

The next morning you had left at the crack of dawn. All that kept playing in your head as you drove away was the kiss from last night. You can't have possibly fallen for a stranger. Especially not one you just met that very day. But you couldn't help it. Everytime his smile appeared in your head you couldn't help but smile. You heart couldn't help but flutter.

When you got back to Seoul you had 6 hours before your first afternoon class. You stayed at the parking lot and stared at the clock. It was early but you were still more than awake. So you got out the car and found a bench nearby. You took out your school project and finished the drawings you and Jimin had started in the cafe.

Two hours have passed and you stretch as you looked at the finished project. "Good Job Y/N!" You patted yourself on the back as you yawn. You decided to get some coffee at the cafe infront of the school so you didn't have to take your car. As much as you loved that old car you hated driving and would do as little as possible of it for as long as you live.

When you got to the cafe you ordered your usual caramel macchiato. You loved caramel. The milky sweetness that just gave you energy whenever you have a taste of it. Maybe that's why you always had some caramel candies in your bag, car, and locker. So wherever you looked there it would be the milky caramel sweetness you crave on a daily.

You took a seat at your usual spot. You found the seat near the window was the best seat. Where you can see those leaving and those entering the cafe. As the waiter placed your macchiato from behind him you noticed a familiar figure. You were sure it was Nayeon. The man who had his arms around her was familiar to but you knew it wasn't Jimin.

You stood up from your chair as you approached Nayeon. Before you knew it you raised your hands and slapped the man accross the face,"Y/N!! What are you doing?" You glared at Nayeon,"What the fuck Nayeon?! Cheating on Jimin?! WITH MY BROTHER TOO?!"

"Y/N please just relax and let me explain." You scoffed at your brother,"Youngjae lets just go everyone is staring." You laughed,"Oh now you're embarrassed? Embarrassed that you're cheating?" Nayeon looked down as she hid behind your brother,"Y/N! Stop it!"

You laughed,"I guess it runs in the family then," Youngjae tilted his head,"What?"

"Dad's a cheater and so is the son. If mom is a pathetic woman will the daughter be one too?" Youngjae then slapped you,"Youngjae! Stop!" You scoffed,"Don't call our mother pathetic you don't know anything." You smiled as you rubbed your throbbing cheeks,"I know enough..."

"Nayeon? Y/N? Youngjae? What are you guys doing?" You turned to see Jimin who was pushing through the crowd that somehow accumulated and surrounded the drama. "Ask your girlfriend." Jimin stared at Nayeon who was still behind Youngjae. "Nayeon?"

"Jimin let's talk about this somewhere else." You threw your hands in the air your words coming out louder than you intended,"Talk about what?!" Jimin clenched his fist,"Y/N this is between Nayeon, Youngjae and I this has nothing to do with you. So please just go." You scoffed running your hands through your hair,"Nothing to so with it?! Its my dumbass brother who--"

"Just Leave!" Jimin screamed leaving a room full of silence. You cleared your throat and glared at your brother. "Y/N take it ea--"

"You have no right to worry about me right now."

You then grabbed your things and pushed through the crowd as you headed towards the campus.

This was the day you realized that even those you thought you can trust can be capable of doing things you despise. Doing things that will make you hate them forever. The day you realized and confirmed that true love never existed. That true love is just an illusion.