My lover did not like the colour red.
So one could imagine my surprise when i saw her at the American Music Awards with a bright red dress on. When i tried to speak to Selena at the red carpet i was quickly pulled into another interview.
I huffed quietly and continued on with the interview, being as polite as i possibly could. Confusion filled my veins as i watched Selena look around; why in the world hasn't she even acknowledged my presence? She knows that i'm here.
I walked towards her after i wrapped up the interview, i stood behind the camera as Selena was being interviewed. The lady who was interviewing her looked at me for a brief second and then asked Selena a tormenting question that i don't think i wanted to hear the answer to.
"So, relationships... how is that going for you?" She asks my girlfriend.
When Selena looked me in the eyes, i knew i had already lost her.
"Being single is great." She states and i stare at her and the interviewer before walking away feeling my emotions getting the best of me.
I did not feel the need to cry, instead i felt like burying my fist in the closest wall.
As soon as i turn the corner i'm met with Lauren Jauregui.
"Wow, slow down tiger." She laughs at me with a wide smile which quickly fades as she sees my somewhat frantic expression.
"Wait, what's wrong?" She questions and i shrugged my shoulders.
"It's Sel... she broke up with me. I think." I state and Lauren furrows her eyebrows.
"You think she broke up with you?" I nodded my head, i did not really want to get into it but i knew that the best person to speak to about this would be Lauren.
"Yeah. She was being interviewed and the lady asked her about relationships and she said that it is great being single." I mumble as i look down.
"Oh, babe." Lauren states and i feel myself getting choked up as she embraces me in a tight hug. I quickly pull away.
"I just don't know what i did wrong, you know?" I state and she nods.
"Hey, wait. Baby." A sweet voice says from behind me and i turn around to be met with the brunette who i loved.
Lauren groaned out loud though i pretended not to hear her.
"What was that, Sel? I thought that last week was a small fight, i didn't think we were over." I step closer to her, she steps back.
"I know, babe. It's just my manager thinks that it's better i stay single now because it's better for the publicity."
"I thought she thought you and i were good for the publicity.." I trail off awkwardly while i hold Selena's hand, she pulls it away.
"That was last year, Y/N. I finally have a chance to get back onto my feet, don't you want that?" I look down awkwardly.
"I wanted to be the one to help you through that.." I stare down at the ground and refuse to look up at my now ex girlfriend.
The vulnerability i was feeling was overwhelming, i had never felt so awkward and raw when it came to a girl.
Honestly, i never felt the need to be so raw. It felt as if the girls just threw themselves at me, so to be feeling the way that they feel when they are around me. Well, it did not feel very good.
Then i realised: Selena is doing to me what i did the all of the girls in my life prior to her. Did i deserve it? Probably? Did it feel good? Not in the slightest.
But when Selena placed a soft hand on my cheek, i felt as if any prior anger i had towards her had disappeared.
And when i looked into her eyes i could lose myself in them.
"Y/N?" Lauren says, shaking my arm. Breaking me out of the love trap Selena had me in with those big brown eyes.
"This is Camila, from last week... remember?" She questions and i feel Selena taking a step close to me, at least i thought she was stepping closer to me.
"Camila! Babe! It's been so long!" Selena exclaims and my eyebrows furrow in complete confusion.
"You two know eachother?" Lauren questions before i get a chance, they both nod excitedly.
"We met at Taylor's birthday! Also on Halloween." They begin to dance along with each other and i stand in complete and utter confusion.
Did Selena and i not have a fight about Camila last week.. and now she is dancing with Camila?
I couldn't shake the bad feeling i felt as the two were so close to each other. What did Selena have up her sleeve?
When i turned to speak to Lauren she gives me a tight look.
"Y/N, look at me. Pay attention, look into my eyes and listen to my voice," Lauren says and i look into her green eyes.
"I'm doing that, Lauren." I laugh.
"You cannot go back to Selena. You can't see what she is doing to you, she's hanging you on her fucking hook. Don't fall back into her spell, Y/N. She's going to hurt you, i think you know that." Lauren states and i roll my eyes.
"Selena would never hurt my feelings on purpose. Don't be so skeptical, Lauren." I naively state and Lauren rolls her eyes.
"I'm serious, Y/N." Lauren says before i'm pulled into a tight hug with a small body.
"Thankyou so much for taking care of me last week." Camila states as she holds my shoulders.
"It's no problem, really." I say to her and she shakes her head, her small hands still firmly placed on my shoulders.
"I feel like a hug doesn't express how thankful i am for you saving me last week. I feel like i should get you concert tickets or buy you a beer or something, you know?" Camila laughs and i nod.
"A beer wouldn't be the worst thing." I state and she nods her head.
"You got it, one beer coming up!" She states and i laugh at how playful she was.
My eyes began to scan her body involuntarily. She was hot. There was no doubt that something about her was just so... alluring.
10 minutes later she arrives back with a Carona in her right hand.
"Sorry it took so long, i didn't realise that they would ask me for ID. I had to get Ally to buy it." She laughs and sheepishly passes the bottle of beer to me.
"It's no problem. Thankyou, Camila." I smile at her and she looks down at her shoes with the same sheepish expression.
"No worries. Thankyou for taking such good care of me last week. You really saved me a lifetime of embarrassment."
"My pleasure."
(A/N: Let me know what you think. I would love to see some feedback. Also, Y/N g!p or female? Let me know.)
