Broken

Chapter 65

SKYLAR POV!!!!!

I woke up in a hospital bed and got scared. I looked around to see no one there but me. I heard the door and watched it open. I saw Austin walk in and I started to cry. He walked over to the small couch and set everything down. He then walked over to me. He hugged me tightly as I cried into his shoulder. 

"I am sorry," he said, "but you stopped breathing, and I couldn't get you back."

"I wasn't there," I shook, "I didn't see you. Was I actually dead?"

He pulled away and looked at me. There was fear in his eyes and he wrapped his arms back around me.

"I was so scared," he said, "and that just made it worse." 

I ran my fingers through his hair and just held him. I kept my eyes shut and soon heard the door open. I looked over and Austin stood up. The doctor walked over to me and asked how I was. He started asking me multiple questions. Afterwards he told me that I would be able to go home in about a day or two. Until then, I was stuck in here...great. The doctor left and I looked back at Austin who was sitting on the couch. He had his elbows on his knees and his hands on his hair. His palms blocked his face and he just sighed. 

"Austin," I said quietly, "come back." 

He looked up at me and then walked to me. He pulled a chair to the side of the bed and looked at me. He grabbed my hand and set it against his lips. The tears welled in my eyes and I just sighed. 

"I love you," I cried. 

He looked up at me once he heard the shakiness in my voice. He stood quickly and he laid his forehead against mine. 

"Don't cry," he shook, "please don't. I love you too princess." 

He kissed the tip of my nose and wrapped his arms back around me. I hugged him gently, and was dreading for the moment that he would pull away.  When he did I wanted to just pull him back to me. I miss him, that is all I want. All I want is to hug him forever, and for him to hug me back. He is like my backbone, my spine and the boy of whom I love the most. I never knew kindness until I met him, I never knew love until he came into my life. I only want him forever and ever. 

"It is hard not to," I shook, "it is so hard." 

"I'm right here," he said, "I am right here baby girl. I love you. I am right here. I know this probably scary, but I am right here. Everything is okay. You are okay, you're safe now. I love you princess. We can go home in a couple days." 

I nodded and just kept my eyes on his, "I love you too Austin. I always will."

I felt his lips press against my head and I smirked. He looked back into my eyes and smiled at me. 

"You're so beautiful," he said, "I can't get over it." 

I looked down and shook my head, "don't lie. Please don't lie just to make me feel better. I know that I'm not Austin...I never have been-

"Stop," he cut me off, "every since I laid eyes on you Skylar..you have been the prettiest girl to me. I don't ever want you to say that again. You are so gorgeous Skylar, to me you are a queen. You are my queen, my pretty little girl, my gorgeous baby girl, my world. You are the best and prettiest thing I have laid eyes on, that I have dealt with. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you so much. You are so beautiful...please don't ever say you aren't." 

The tears fell down my cheeks and I just wrapped my arms around him. I cried into his shoulder and he just supported himself. 

"Thank you," I said, "so much." 

He kissed my cheek and sat up, "are you hungry?"

I shook my head. He gave me this look like 'don't even lie' and I started laughing. 

"What do you want?" he asked.

"I don't care," I shook, "surprise me." 

He grabbed his keys and looked at me. 

"Please be careful," I said, "come back safe."

He nodded and kissed me goodbye, "I love you." 

I watched him walk out and I was honestly nervous. I felt like something was wrong, or like something was off. I don't know what, but I feel like something isn't right. Like something bad is going to happen. I closed my eyes and outside I heard a large crash. I sat up quickly thinking that two people probably ran into eachother. Austin isn't even outside yet so I just laid back down. I sighed and closed my eyes. I heard people running in the halls and my body tensed up as I looked out the window of the door and watched as nurses were running by my door. I set my hands in my hair and looked around for my phone. I found in and called him. There was no answer. I called again and still no answer. 

me: Austin?? Are you okay??

me: Austin please answer...

me: I am scared...you are scaring me..why aren't you answering???

me: Austin!!!

I set my phone down and started to cry. I heard it buzz and I grabbed my phone immediately. It was an unknown number. 

number: I know where you are

I set my phone back down and covered my face and started to cry. 

me: Austin!!!!

me: austin please answer...omg

me: Please!!

I put it down once more and just closed my eyes. The tears ran down my cheeks and I heard nurses running again. I looked and saw them wheel two or three people by. I couldn't tell who the people where..I wasn't close enough to the door. I wiped my tears but they wouldn't stop coming and all I could do was cry. I looked at the clock to see it has been almost thirty minutes. My body started shaking and I heard the door start to open. I saw Austin with food in his hand and when he saw me he nearly dropped it. He shut the door and walked over to me. 

"What is wrong?" he asked, "are you okay?"

"I heard a big crash," I shook, "I tried calling you. I texted you so many times. I saw nurses run by with bodies..I got a text from a weird number telling me they know where I am." 

"My phone died princess," he said, "I am okay. I'm right here okay. Everything is okay. And as for that weird number..nothing his going to happen. I won't let anything happen okay?"

I nodded and just hugged him. He held me as I cried into his shoulder and I felt like that was the only thing that I could do. 

"I love you baby girl," he said, "I'm right here."

I nodded and looked at him. 

"Are you hungry?" he asked. 

"Not really," I looked down.

He walked and grabbed the bag. It was taco bell. 

"Well," he said, "you are eating anyways." 

I smiled as he pulled everything out of the bag. I saw the receipt. He spent thirty dollars on food, that is absurd. 

"Why did you spend so much?" I asked. 

"Because you needed to eat," he nodded.