Broken

Chapter 39

I woke up to the alarm going off. I stood and started to get ready for school, but noticed quickly that Austin wasn't there. 

"Austin?" I asked, "Austin."

I walked towards the door and found a note. 

Hey babe,
I went out to get breakfast. I will be back soon okay? Just go ahead and finish getting ready. I love you princess.

I smiled and left the note on the door before I started getting ready again. I was almost done and heard the front door open. 

"I'm home," he yelled, "come get something to eat."

I slowly walked down the stairs. My body ached, and I knew why..I just can not believe that my dad did this to me. 

How far will he go?

Will he kill me?

Has that crossed his mind?

I don't know. I just have so many questions that I want to ask him, but I am way too scared to ask something like that. I am too scared of the outcome. He would get mad and tell me that it is not any of my business. Either that or he would start hitting me again, and would possibly kill me and that terrifies me. 

I got down the stairs and grabbed a small sandwich. I walked over to Austin and sat down next to him. He stood and wrapped his arms around me.

"You okay?" he asked.

"Yeah," I nodded, "are you?"

"Yeah," he nodded, "kind of. I really don't want to go to school."

"You are going," I said, "please."

"Fine," he moaned, "fine."

I got done eating and we headed to school. I knew I was going to be picked on, and I knew that I would see Parker. I am not looking forward to that. 

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The bell rang and we headed to first hour. I walked in with Austin and sat down next to him. 

"Hey bitch," Lily said, "how are you? The sex good?"

I just looked away and I felt his hand on my back. I just put my head down as the tears swelled in my eyes. 

"Hey," he whispered, "don't listen to them. Remember, you are better than them."

I just shook my head, he is only saying that to make me feel better. The class went by extremely slow but sure enough I heard the bell and headed to second class. I saw Parker and got scared. I felt his hand wrap around my arm harshly and he dragged me to an empty room. 

"What the fuck are you doing?" he screamed, "why does he know?"

"He saw you," I shook, "he heard me scream. That is how he knows."

I felt his hand swipe across my face and I let out a small weep. 

"Stop," I cried, "Parker stop."

He shoved me into the wall and his hand wrapped around my throat. He started to squeeze and everything was cut off. I closed my eyes and clawed at his hands and I fell to the ground. 

"You bitch!" he screamed. 

His foot hit my stomach and then my face. This went on for what felt like hours. I heard the bell ring and he let me go to my third hour. I don't know why, but he did. As soon as I walked in the room the teacher told me to go to the office. 

I got there and I saw my dad. He looked so angry and I knew that I was in trouble. I walked to his car and soon we got home. I looked at the house and noticed that bars covered windows, and when I walked inside the doors had locks everywhere. 

"You are no longer going to school," he growled, "You are now home schooled. Get your ass to your room and I will be there soon. Oh and give me your phone."

I handed him my phone and I watched him go in to the kitchen. I walked to my room and sat down. I turned on the light and soon heard him coming up the stairs. He walked in with a chain that had cuffs on either end. 

"lay down!" he snapped. 

I laid down and he had lay my arms above my head. He cuffed one hand and put it behind the bar by my bed and cuffed the other hand. I couldn't move anywhere. I was forced to stay in that bed and not move. 

"What are you doing?" I asked.

He had a beer in his hand and I watched him lift my shirt.

"Dad," I cried, "what are you doing? Stop"

He grabbed my leg where the stitches were and I screamed. He chuckled a bit and he took a handkerchief out of his back pocket. He tied it around my mouth and walked out of my room. I cried as I heard him coming back up the stairs. He walked back in my room and shut the door before walking back over to me. He got on top of me and his lips touched my neck, the tears streamed down my face like a river in a storm. I kept trying to scream and trying to tell him to stop but it was all mumbled from the cloth. He gripped my waist with his hands and slowly rubbed them up and down my body. His hands touched my breast and my body started trembling. It was getting harder to breathe because my nose was clogged and I had something covering my mouth. I tried to move away, but of course, nothing worked. I felt his hand go back down and trace the top of my sweat pants that were on. He slowly slid his hand under and messed with my underwear before messing with my area. I screamed as he bit down on my neck and started sucking harshly. 

Why is this happening?

Why me?

He pulled away and pulled down my sweat pants and underwear. The lower half of my body was now exposed. He got back on top of me and pushed himself against me. He stood back up and walked out of my room suddenly. I closed my legs and just cried. I heard him run down the stairs and then back up. He walked in and took off his jeans quickly before climbing back on top of me. I kept my legs shut though. 

"Open your god damn legs!" he screamed. 

I cried and shook my head no. He grabbed my calf's and pried them open before getting between them. I let out a cry and he messed with my area again. He stuck himself into me and I screamed. My back arched and he just let out a loud moan. He was hurting me..pushing so incredibly hard. I screamed alot actually and he wouldn't stop. He bit down on my neck again and sucked harshly. I tried to get my hands free but I couldn't. He would pick up the pace and then slow down without reason. 

"Come on Skylar," he moaned, "just..*gasp* just enjoy it."

He thrust one last time and I felt like I was dying. 

The hours went by and he pulled out. He came all over my stomach which wanted to make me sick. He stood up and wiped it all off before leaving the room. I could smell blood and feel it running down my legs. I bawled and bawled. As more time went by he walked back in and I felt the cuffs come off. He made a hole in my door towards the bottom. 

"It will be locked on the outside," he mumbled, "This is for when I bring you stuff."

He shut the door and I heard it lock. I watched a metal guard go over the hole towards the bottom of the floor. I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower. I felt so disgusting and terrible. My body ached. My legs, my stomach, my head...everything hurt. I just want Austin here, I want him to get me away from this. I want him to hold me in his arms and never let me go. I want him..that is all I want. I wish this wasn't happening. I wish this was just a long nightmare that I would soon wake up from, but it isn't.