Always Be There. [BSD x Reader]

Chapter 1- Nice Meeting You!

"That's a good question, (Y/n)." Dazai said and continues. "You may repay us by joining the agency." 

Kunikida nodded.

"Eh??"

"You should join. Since, you have no where to go and have nothing to eat. So, what do you say?" Dazai said. "Because, if you join the agency, you could stay in the agency's dorm. Also, the President is looking for you." 

"Oh... uh... I'll think about it?" You said.

"Okie then! Let's go to the agency. I'm sure President would be at least happy to see you." 

You nodded. "Okay..." 

The three of you left the place and started to walk to the agency.

"Um... thank you for the food..." you said. 

Kunikida nodded. "Kunikida Doppo." 

"Ah, thank you, Kunikida-san." You said with a smile.

"No problem." He plainly answered.

After some silence and walking, you have finally arrived the agency. 

Dazai opened the door for you. Awww what a gentleman. 

"T-Thanks." 

Dazai just smiled and winked. Your cheeks were tinted pink and you entered the agency's office.

'What's with the gesture?' You thought awkwardly.

The members of the agency looked at you, Dazai, and Kunikida. 

"Welcome back you two. But who is that girl you're with...?" Yosano asks, pointing you. "A suicide partner?" She smirked at Dazai.

"Oh she's Y/n. The Y/n we are looking for." Dazai said, placing an arm around your shoulder. "Though your assumption is quite brilliant, not yet."

"Uh-uh."

But then Yosano's face calcified and her eyes widened.

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"...WHAT!?"

Ranpo and the other agency members surrounded you. 

"Are you sure?"

"Yes." Kunikida replied. 

"What's with all the wild racket?" a voice behind them spoke. Boom motherfucker it's Fukuzawa-sensei. [Imma call him sensei cuz i want to]

"Oh President! Kunikida found the Y/n we're looking for!" Kenji said with a smile. 

The whole room had gone silent for whole 30 seconds. With the president looking at you intently and you trying to avoid making eye contact with him. 

Your anxiety was like: choo choo bits iz here.

"Welcome to the agency, Y/n." Fukuzawa-sensei said. 

"...what?"

"You'll have your entrance exam anytime. So be prepared always." Fukuzawa-sensei said before turning around and started to walk back to his office.

'This is going too fast.' You thought once more.

"Wait, uh... may I ask?"

Fukuzawa-sensei stopped on his tracks. 

"Why were you looking for me?" 

"Reasons." Was the only word the president said before walking back to his office. Dazai excused himself to follow him.

"Anyways, take a seat, Y/n. We'd like to know more about you." 

"O-Okay." You took a seat on the couch. You felt kinda nervous since Dazai had left you with a group of nice people that you aren't close with yet. 

"Are you gifted?" 

"...Yes. Why else would you be looking for me."

"Right. So what kind of ability is it?"

"Telepathy."

Thirty seconds of awkward silence followed...

"That's cool!"

Everyone including you turned around to face Dazai.

"Thanks." You smiled. Though you are not sure if he was sincere about it.

Look, telepathy is cool.

Okay, fine. Maybe telepathy is a bit of a C-class ability compared to theirs... Maybe.

Just maybe. Feel better?

Like you can do anything about it.

Cheer up.

And so, they all asked you and blah blah. They introduced themselves to you one by one.

Then it was your turn to ask them.

"What kind of entrance exam will I take?"

"Uh... you'll see." 

You tilted your head a little. "Uh... Okay...?"

"Next question!" 

"Um... where would I sleep?"

"About that, I talked about it with the president." Dazai said, done talking with the president and sitting beside you. 

"She'll sleep with me." Dazai said with a smile.

"...what...?" Yosano and the others said except you. 

"President said we're short on rooms. And since I'm the one who found her, I'll be taking care of her!" Dazai said.

"I swear Dazai, if you ever do something weird to her, I'll rip your throat out." Kunikida said. 

Yosano nodded. "And I'd beat you up." 

"Now, now~ Don't worry guys, I won't do anything to her, sheesh. I'll sleep on the couch and she'll sleep on the bed." 

The others sighed in relief. "Phew."

Then lit electric guitar SFX played. Sexy sensei walked in.

"When did I--"

"FUKUZAWA-CHAN DO YOU HEAR THAT?"

"I don't--"

"It's getting dark. Off we go now!" Then Dazai pulled you out.

As you were walking down the street, Dazai suddenly asked you a weird yet relatable question.

"Looks like you wanna die huh?"

You nodded.

"Well... Wanna die with me?"

You stopped. He stopped too.

'This is 4× faster.' You thought once more.

Despite the fact that you barely know him, you flashed him a smile and said,

"Yes."

What would tomorrow offer?

More cruelty?

Or perhaps...

A new start?

"Hey, look." Dazai interrupted your thoughts.

He pointed at a nearby bridge.

You made your way there. You both watched the rippling river below you, the lights of the city around reflecting on it's surface.

You sighed. "I really, really want to die right now."

"..."

"..."

Dazai cleared his throat.

"Nice river, huh?"

You smirked.