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monday november 7, 2016

after days of trying, chloe has finally convinced me to tell shawn. as much as she wants me to facetime shawn, i just can't do that. i don't want him to see me cry.

shawn 😛

hey shawn

hey laur!!
i missed you so much

i missed you too

so would you mind telling
me why you didn't want
me to talk to you?

i will soon
you had news right?

oh yeah
so i talked to andrew..

yesssss

and i may have managed
him to let me date
whomever i please

that's great!!!

so princess peach, would
you do the honor of
being my girlfriend?

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pure shock. adrenaline rushing through my body. tears cascading down my tears. pain, everywhere. my heart. my lungs. silence. dark. no more pain.

+ 5 hours later +

white walls. uncomfortable bed. pounding headache. weak arms. weak legs. "oh baby, you're up!" i heard my mother exclaim, making my headache worse.

"yeah, what happened?" she sighed, running her fingers through her hair. "you had another panic attack." i nodded, trying to avoid making the stabbing pain worse. "it's gonna be okay my angel," my mother cried as she patted my hair softly.