There are times where you will realize that you are living in a memory. You'll look around you as if you are seeing the world for the first time. You'll see every detail of every little thing. Your thoughts start spinning. Or are thoughts just memories rebuilding themselves into different ideas or ways to see the world all just because of small clips of things you've experienced or heard of in the past? Now you're whole head feels like it's spinning. You wonder if you'll remember this very moment, in vivid detail. You won't. Not in detail. You'll only remember how you felt, and in the future when you remember this, you will start to feel it again. This feeling that you're stuck in a loop of moment, then memory, moment, then memory, moment, then memory. Is it confusing? Do you like the way this loop works? What other way could it possibly work? It has always been like this. No one has ever went through life without the moment-then-memory loop.
It's totally normal.
You're totally normal.
